Helloooo out there!!!

Wow. Epic fail, team. Where is everyone? *stomps foot* I'm feeling pretty lonely here people. I know its a busy time (well for us students it is), I'm just hoping everything's alright with everyone. I haven't heard a peep!

Sorry to be all needy and selfish by asking for comments, but they do drive this blog, or atleast my energy towards it. I'm going to be going back home for 5 weeks very soon, and I'll be without my Daddy and without much to do, and I was hoping to catch up on posting and start having more discussions, but if nobody's interested anymore I'm just like screw it. Don't make me throw a temper tantrum for attention, b/c you know I will. Pillows will fly! ;)

Again, I hope everythings ok, and I hope to hear from ya'll again soon. Miss you!

xoxo
Princess Kelly

I Need a Spanking! *Stomps foot!*

OMFG I NEED a spanking!!!

So its been like a week and a half since my last spanking, and I'll have to wait til Saturday night to get my next one (my Daddy is WAY too busy....and to be honest doesn't care that much about me right now) and that will be my last one for FIVE WEEKS!!!!! I might die. That will be the longest I've gone without a spanking in over a year. If I had it my way, I'd get spanked every day, twice a day. Once in the morning for maintenance and once in the evening, either good girl or bad girl depending on how the day went. :)

Hello, my name is Kelly and I'm a spankoholic.

Lol, and it so didn't help that I just watched 2 wonderful spanking DVDs today that Edward (my first Daddy) gave me for my upcoming birthday. One of them was Authority Figure from Shadow Lane and it was just So good! Kailee and Abigail are just so adorable and spankable, and Del Torro was spanking them, and he just has a very nice "Daddy" aura around him. It gave me a serious craving for mine.

I want to act like a total and complete brat. I want to do something naughty and then throw a temper tantrum about my punishment. I want to be scolded, and made to feel like a very sorry and naughty little girl. I want to give him my sad eyes and pout while he is stern but hugs me and tells me he loves me but he won't have me acting like that. I want him to pull up my dress and pull down my panties while I stand in front of him and then sit in a chair and place me across his lap. Then I want him to spank me hard with his hand til I'm squirming and a very very sorry little girl. I want to be able to go to that little girl head space, where I can think of nothing but how naughty I was and how my Daddy is punishing me. How vulenerable I am, but how Daddy will keep me safe from everything. I want him to scold me (but never yell), then I want him to pick up a small, light otk paddle (or hairbrush) and to finish my punishment despite my wimpers. I want a bright red hot bottom (not bruised though) that will be sore all evening. And I want to be crying (because I'm a little girl and its easy to cry in that space) but not uncontrollably. And then Daddy would pick me up and place me on his lap and hug me as tight as he possibly could and tell me that he hates doing that but he does it because he loves me. And he'll kiss away my tears and just hold me there as long as I need. And he'll know how long that is. Then he'll scoop me up in his arms and carry me upstairs to the bedroom where he'll lay on the bed and cuddle me close, my head resting on his chest, his strong hard hands soothing my bottom.....

I miss my Daddy already.

xoxo

Princess Kelly

A follow up to a Song

So this is a response to my post back in like December about the Taylor Swift song Love Story, which is quite possibly the most played song on my iPod. It was special for a lot of reasons, one being that I found it when I first started really talking to John....he thought it was cute. That song was my dream. Its every girls dream. But if there's anything I've learned from my relationship, and my currrent state it is the chorus of what can only be described as the follow up song to that, "White Horses."
The sad part, is that if he did say sorry to me, I wouldn't be this strong. We're not over. But my days of dreaming of love and fairytales certainly are.


Say you're sorry
That face of an angel comes out
Just when you need it to
As I pace back and forth all this time
'Cause I honestly believed in you

Holding on,
The days drag on
Stupid girl
I should have known, I should have known

That I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

Baby I was naíve,
Got lost in your eyes
I never really had a chance,
I had so many dreams about you and me.
Happy endings
Now I know

I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness,
Begging for me
Just like I always wanted,
But I'm so sorry

Cause I'm not your princess
This ain't our fairytale
I'm gonna find someone, someday
Who might actually treat me well.
This is a big world,
That was a small town
There in my rear view mirror,
Disappearing now.

And it's too late for you and your White Horse
Now its too late for you and your White Horse
To catch me now.

Oh whoa whoa whoa-oh
Try and catch me now
Oh
It's too late
To catch me now.

xoxo
Kelly

A Year in Review

Happy Spanking Anniversary!!!!!

So today was a really big day for me (well symbolically anyway). Today is the one year anniversary of my first ever spanking! And well, I think that's a pretty damn big deal. Its been one Ridiculously crazy and weird year that at some points has seemed totally not worth it. But at the same time, while my life is very different from how it was, I think its just in part because I didn't realize how much being spanked and getting into this lifestyle would change me. I'm having to change and evolve as a person, and I've been fighting it. Well, I'm ready to grow, and I think this next year is going to be way better than this one. And i mean, I've been in love twice this year, who the hell am I to complain? lol.

Well I was hoping to post a longer post tonight about that first spanking and just about my year in general, but its late, and my battery's dying, both literally and metaphorically. So I think for now I'll just say good night, though I will write that post soon. And I just want to say thank you to everyone for making this year so wonderful. Ya'll are the reason that when things got really hard I didn't just give up on all of this. This, spanking, is what I love and I'm so glad that I've gotten to share that with such wonderful, caring people. So again, thank you for welcoming me into ya'lls community. It feels like home.

Happy Spankiversary!

xoxo
Princess Kelly

I've been Tagged- aka 25 things about me

So a couple friends of mine tagged me on facebook, and I was thinking that maybe I should post it here. I guess it’s like a “meme”. But on the one I put on facebook there were some personal info things that I can’t put here, so instead I decided to put “personal” aka sexual things that I can’t put there. So, here ya go.

1. I like vegetables a lot but I’m really picky about fruits- I only really like oranges, blueberries and strawberries, and I firmly believe that desert and fruit are separate courses and should not be combined.
   
2. I have a scar on my calf from a motorcycle burn I got this summer


3. I love shiny things. A lot. Sometimes it’s a problem.


4. I’m bisexual but I’ve never done anything with a girl- not even kissed. However, nowadays I don’t even see guys as attractive but every single girl that passes me gets a look up and down. It’s quite frustrating. And now the bisexuality group that I’m in on campus has made it its mission to get me laid.


5. I had my first kiss at 18- after I graduated high school. I also never went on a date til college.
   
6. I love arts and crafts! I have a closet back home that has all of my paints and beads, paper and most critically 5 jars of glitter!


7. I have a couple other minor fetishes other than spanking. Light bondage (I collect handcuffs), tickling, anal play (not hardcore), age-play, role play, and minor exposure
   
8. I LOVE fanfiction! But its almost exclusively spanking related stuff and so its hard b/c its not too taboo of a thing, but I don’t tell people b/c I can’t share the stories I read.
   
9. Office supplies make me really really happy.
   
10. Britney Spear’s new song “If You Seek Amy” is my favorite off her new album and currently on repeat on my itunes


11. I don’t like fizzy things, thus I don’t drink soda or beer. (I’m much more of a shots girl anyway. My entire liquid intake is water (lots of it), milk, lemonade, and liquor).
    
12. I’m recovering from bulimia
    
13. Monday night I pulled my 3rd all-nighter ever to finish my paper (not including traveling to Europe and jet lag) and it SUCKED I got majorly sick off of caffeine, which is most definitely a drug despite what coffee lovers would like to say to the contrary
    
14. Kittens make me exceedingly happy and I want one a lot! I didn’t have pets growing up (my mom always says “When I’m so old and senile that I forget who actually takes care of a dog, then we’ll get a dog”), and my bff says that I want a kitten b/c I have very kitten like qualities. Mainly, I mew. Not meow. Mew. There’s a difference
    
15. In middle school and some of high school I was a 98 Degrees FANATIC!


16. I’m a singer and I was classically trained (opera) in high school.
    
17. I think lingerie is so sexy. A perfectly panty covered bottom is sexier in some ways to a bare bottom. I actually just find the word panties sexy. Hearing a man tell me that he’s going to take down my panties and spank my bare bottom turns me on like almost nothing else.


18. Last night I had a wet dream about this actor who’s been in some Disney movies (I think one of them involved baseball? Or a dog?) as a dad, and in my dream he was a veterinarian at my school and he was the dad of a girl that I met and became friends with and well….you can guess where it went from there *wink*. I just needed a bit of guidance. The vet thing was random…and I can see his face and hear his voice but I can’t remember any of the movies he was in!!!! arg!!!


19. Joss Whedon is my hero and he can do no wrong. Buffy, Angel, Firefly, Serenity, Dollhouse…I love them all!


20. I’m a bit of a switch. The other day, Daddy let me spank him (oh, it was hysterical) for racing some punk kid in his car (very dangerous), and I am NOT into spanking guys (and he is anything but a sub)- I was just pissed and thought he deserved a taste of his own medicine. And sometimes I like getting a bit toppy. And ok, he has a FABULOUS ass (I love ass, I do not discriminate btw genders)…and then he laughed while I was doing it so I was VERY determined….but lets just say I got a bit wet…and when Daddy found that out…well it was my turn to be squirmy.
    
21. I want to spank a girl so badly, and unfortunately all the girls that I want to spank are younger than me and mostly jailbait (especially the girls I used to tutor). Some days I worry that I’m like a creep b/c I have fantasies about spanking young teenage girls!
    
22. High heels are essential to life. No matter how bad my hair is that day, or if I feel fat and my skirt doesn’t fit, shoes will never let me down. I have a pair of bright yellow pumps that I think say a lot about me as a person.
    
23. My favorite color is periwinkle
    
24. It took me 3 years of trying to masturbate before I could make myself cum (at 16).
    
25. I love historical reenactments and medieval fairs and festivals. I worry sometimes that it’s because stocks and pillories turn me on.

kk, so that's it for now. I'll probably post again this week since I finally have some down time! woot woo! And this weekend hopefully Daddy will be taking me to the zoo and I have a lot of spankings to report and a lot of kisses to collect.

Holla Back ya'll! ;) (yes I did just say that)

xoxo

Princess Kelly