Thursday, April 30, 2009

Helloooo out there!!!

Wow. Epic fail, team. Where is everyone? *stomps foot* I'm feeling pretty lonely here people. I know its a busy time (well for us students it is), I'm just hoping everything's alright with everyone. I haven't heard a peep!

Sorry to be all needy and selfish by asking for comments, but they do drive this blog, or atleast my energy towards it. I'm going to be going back home for 5 weeks very soon, and I'll be without my Daddy and without much to do, and I was hoping to catch up on posting and start having more discussions, but if nobody's interested anymore I'm just like screw it. Don't make me throw a temper tantrum for attention, b/c you know I will. Pillows will fly! ;)

Again, I hope everythings ok, and I hope to hear from ya'll again soon. Miss you!

Princess Kelly

Monday, April 27, 2009

I Need a Spanking! *Stomps foot!*

OMFG I NEED a spanking!!!

So its been like a week and a half since my last spanking, and I'll have to wait til Saturday night to get my next one (my Daddy is WAY too busy....and to be honest doesn't care that much about me right now) and that will be my last one for FIVE WEEKS!!!!! I might die. That will be the longest I've gone without a spanking in over a year. If I had it my way, I'd get spanked every day, twice a day. Once in the morning for maintenance and once in the evening, either good girl or bad girl depending on how the day went. :)

Hello, my name is Kelly and I'm a spankoholic.

Lol, and it so didn't help that I just watched 2 wonderful spanking DVDs today that Edward (my first Daddy) gave me for my upcoming birthday. One of them was Authority Figure from Shadow Lane and it was just So good! Kailee and Abigail are just so adorable and spankable, and Del Torro was spanking them, and he just has a very nice "Daddy" aura around him. It gave me a serious craving for mine.

I want to act like a total and complete brat. I want to do something naughty and then throw a temper tantrum about my punishment. I want to be scolded, and made to feel like a very sorry and naughty little girl. I want to give him my sad eyes and pout while he is stern but hugs me and tells me he loves me but he won't have me acting like that. I want him to pull up my dress and pull down my panties while I stand in front of him and then sit in a chair and place me across his lap. Then I want him to spank me hard with his hand til I'm squirming and a very very sorry little girl. I want to be able to go to that little girl head space, where I can think of nothing but how naughty I was and how my Daddy is punishing me. How vulenerable I am, but how Daddy will keep me safe from everything. I want him to scold me (but never yell), then I want him to pick up a small, light otk paddle (or hairbrush) and to finish my punishment despite my wimpers. I want a bright red hot bottom (not bruised though) that will be sore all evening. And I want to be crying (because I'm a little girl and its easy to cry in that space) but not uncontrollably. And then Daddy would pick me up and place me on his lap and hug me as tight as he possibly could and tell me that he hates doing that but he does it because he loves me. And he'll kiss away my tears and just hold me there as long as I need. And he'll know how long that is. Then he'll scoop me up in his arms and carry me upstairs to the bedroom where he'll lay on the bed and cuddle me close, my head resting on his chest, his strong hard hands soothing my bottom.....

I miss my Daddy already.


Princess Kelly

Saturday, April 25, 2009

A follow up to a Song

So this is a response to my post back in like December about the Taylor Swift song Love Story, which is quite possibly the most played song on my iPod. It was special for a lot of reasons, one being that I found it when I first started really talking to John....he thought it was cute. That song was my dream. Its every girls dream. But if there's anything I've learned from my relationship, and my currrent state it is the chorus of what can only be described as the follow up song to that, "White Horses."
The sad part, is that if he did say sorry to me, I wouldn't be this strong. We're not over. But my days of dreaming of love and fairytales certainly are.

Say you're sorry
That face of an angel comes out
Just when you need it to
As I pace back and forth all this time
'Cause I honestly believed in you

Holding on,
The days drag on
Stupid girl
I should have known, I should have known

That I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

Baby I was naĆ­ve,
Got lost in your eyes
I never really had a chance,
I had so many dreams about you and me.
Happy endings
Now I know

I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness,
Begging for me
Just like I always wanted,
But I'm so sorry

Cause I'm not your princess
This ain't our fairytale
I'm gonna find someone, someday
Who might actually treat me well.
This is a big world,
That was a small town
There in my rear view mirror,
Disappearing now.

And it's too late for you and your White Horse
Now its too late for you and your White Horse
To catch me now.

Oh whoa whoa whoa-oh
Try and catch me now
It's too late
To catch me now.


Sunday, April 19, 2009

A Year in Review

Happy Spanking Anniversary!!!!!

So today was a really big day for me (well symbolically anyway). Today is the one year anniversary of my first ever spanking! And well, I think that's a pretty damn big deal. Its been one Ridiculously crazy and weird year that at some points has seemed totally not worth it. But at the same time, while my life is very different from how it was, I think its just in part because I didn't realize how much being spanked and getting into this lifestyle would change me. I'm having to change and evolve as a person, and I've been fighting it. Well, I'm ready to grow, and I think this next year is going to be way better than this one. And i mean, I've been in love twice this year, who the hell am I to complain? lol.

Well I was hoping to post a longer post tonight about that first spanking and just about my year in general, but its late, and my battery's dying, both literally and metaphorically. So I think for now I'll just say good night, though I will write that post soon. And I just want to say thank you to everyone for making this year so wonderful. Ya'll are the reason that when things got really hard I didn't just give up on all of this. This, spanking, is what I love and I'm so glad that I've gotten to share that with such wonderful, caring people. So again, thank you for welcoming me into ya'lls community. It feels like home.

Happy Spankiversary!

Princess Kelly

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

I've been Tagged- aka 25 things about me

So a couple friends of mine tagged me on facebook, and I was thinking that maybe I should post it here. I guess it’s like a “meme”. But on the one I put on facebook there were some personal info things that I can’t put here, so instead I decided to put “personal” aka sexual things that I can’t put there. So, here ya go.

  1. I like vegetables a lot but I’m really picky about fruits- I only really like oranges, blueberries and strawberries, and I firmly believe that desert and fruit are separate courses and should not be combined.
  2. I have a scar on my calf from a motorcycle burn I got this summer

  3. I love shiny things. A lot. Sometimes it’s a problem.

  4. I’m bisexual but I’ve never done anything with a girl- not even kissed. However, nowadays I don’t even see guys as attractive but every single girl that passes me gets a look up and down. It’s quite frustrating. And now the bisexuality group that I’m in on campus has made it its mission to get me laid.

  5. I had my first kiss at 18- after I graduated high school. I also never went on a date til college.
  6. I love arts and crafts! I have a closet back home that has all of my paints and beads, paper and most critically 5 jars of glitter!

  7. I have a couple other minor fetishes other than spanking. Light bondage (I collect handcuffs), tickling, anal play (not hardcore), age-play, role play, and minor exposure
  8. I LOVE fanfiction! But its almost exclusively spanking related stuff and so its hard b/c its not too taboo of a thing, but I don’t tell people b/c I can’t share the stories I read.
  9. Office supplies make me really really happy.
  10. Britney Spear’s new song “If You Seek Amy” is my favorite off her new album and currently on repeat on my itunes

  11. I don’t like fizzy things, thus I don’t drink soda or beer. (I’m much more of a shots girl anyway. My entire liquid intake is water (lots of it), milk, lemonade, and liquor).
  12. I’m recovering from bulimia
  13. Monday night I pulled my 3rd all-nighter ever to finish my paper (not including traveling to Europe and jet lag) and it SUCKED I got majorly sick off of caffeine, which is most definitely a drug despite what coffee lovers would like to say to the contrary
  14. Kittens make me exceedingly happy and I want one a lot! I didn’t have pets growing up (my mom always says “When I’m so old and senile that I forget who actually takes care of a dog, then we’ll get a dog”), and my bff says that I want a kitten b/c I have very kitten like qualities. Mainly, I mew. Not meow. Mew. There’s a difference
  15. In middle school and some of high school I was a 98 Degrees FANATIC!

  16. I’m a singer and I was classically trained (opera) in high school.
  17. I think lingerie is so sexy. A perfectly panty covered bottom is sexier in some ways to a bare bottom. I actually just find the word panties sexy. Hearing a man tell me that he’s going to take down my panties and spank my bare bottom turns me on like almost nothing else.

  18. Last night I had a wet dream about this actor who’s been in some Disney movies (I think one of them involved baseball? Or a dog?) as a dad, and in my dream he was a veterinarian at my school and he was the dad of a girl that I met and became friends with and well….you can guess where it went from there *wink*. I just needed a bit of guidance. The vet thing was random…and I can see his face and hear his voice but I can’t remember any of the movies he was in!!!! arg!!!

  19. Joss Whedon is my hero and he can do no wrong. Buffy, Angel, Firefly, Serenity, Dollhouse…I love them all!

  20. I’m a bit of a switch. The other day, Daddy let me spank him (oh, it was hysterical) for racing some punk kid in his car (very dangerous), and I am NOT into spanking guys (and he is anything but a sub)- I was just pissed and thought he deserved a taste of his own medicine. And sometimes I like getting a bit toppy. And ok, he has a FABULOUS ass (I love ass, I do not discriminate btw genders)…and then he laughed while I was doing it so I was VERY determined….but lets just say I got a bit wet…and when Daddy found that out…well it was my turn to be squirmy.
  21. I want to spank a girl so badly, and unfortunately all the girls that I want to spank are younger than me and mostly jailbait (especially the girls I used to tutor). Some days I worry that I’m like a creep b/c I have fantasies about spanking young teenage girls!
  22. High heels are essential to life. No matter how bad my hair is that day, or if I feel fat and my skirt doesn’t fit, shoes will never let me down. I have a pair of bright yellow pumps that I think say a lot about me as a person.
  23. My favorite color is periwinkle
  24. It took me 3 years of trying to masturbate before I could make myself cum (at 16).
  25. I love historical reenactments and medieval fairs and festivals. I worry sometimes that it’s because stocks and pillories turn me on.

kk, so that's it for now. I'll probably post again this week since I finally have some down time! woot woo! And this weekend hopefully Daddy will be taking me to the zoo and I have a lot of spankings to report and a lot of kisses to collect.

Holla Back ya'll! ;) (yes I did just say that)


Princess Kelly

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Happy Easter!

Hey there!

I just wanted to pop by and wish everyone a Happy Easter! I'm working pretty dillegently on my paper, but not as hard as I need to be working, so I won't have time to write a longer post til after Tuesday :(. But for now, have fun with egg dying and hunting. And for any Jewish readers Happy Passover!

And for everyone else, HAPPY SPRING!!!! :) A time for frollicing and outdoor spankings.... remind me to tell ya'll about the outdoor switching I got while hiking in the dead of winter- no fun, a switch on a cold bottom hurts even more than a regular switching!

Anywho, I'll be back soon. Love ya'll!


Princess Kelly

Thursday, April 9, 2009

A Life Update

Hey Ya'll!

So again, I'm so sorry that I've been gone for so long. Its been really horrible of me, I mean I didn't even respond to some comments, and that's no way to encourage more. If someone thinks of a fitting punishment and lets me know, I'll make sure that it is taken care of, and I'll be a much better little girl from now on.

So here's a brief update on my life. I'm home right now for Easter break, which is really nice. This had been the longest I've been away from home before, and I think I missed it. The school year is starting to come to a close, which makes me really sad actually....but my dislike of summer is a topic for another post. All of my midterms went REALLY REALLY REALLY well!!!! Which is great news for first of all my GPA which has taken a hit this semester, and also for my bottom b/c it got a lot of good girl things added to my book.

Speaking of my book, its still got quite a list right now. We're not at the horrible-ness of 18 unacounted for punishments (including SIX major ones), but we're still at 12 with I believe 4 major ones. But I also have 8 good girl items on my list that could help mitigate the bad stuff, or just earn me nice rewards (ie massages and all over body kisses). The epic punishment that I was so scared about the other week has still not been taken care of. We've done a lot of the smaller things, and a couple of the big things but none of the direct disobedience or other major offenses. This past weekend I got a TON of punishments but it was all for naughty things I did while Daddy and I were together (I LOVE on the spot punishments!) so not much got checked off the list :(. pout. And I'm not going to get to see Daddy this weekend (Sob!) and this will be the longest I've gone without seeing him since the beggining of the semester....I don't really want to talk about him though, he upset me this morning...and well...i'm not thinking about it! hmph, I'm being strong. So fuck him!

ok...maybe that was a bit harsh... and confusing for ya'll....sorry I needed to vent momentarily.

Anywho, well right now I have an epic term paper due Tuesday that needs to be taking over my life so that I don't have to pull an all nighter on Monday, but then after that I'm pretty free til finals! Yay!!! Hopefully Daddy won't be an asshole and I'll get to see him next weekend, and I'll have more to report. Until then, I've come up with like 5 posts that I promise will be written. I'm thinking that I can set a goal of at a minimum one post per week, and to try to do more when I have a chance.

So I just posted a long story about my foray into anal play, and I would really appreciate feedback, since its a very new type of thing for me to be posting about. Let me know what you think. If you like it, you'll see more like it, if you don't, you won't.

I love ya'll and hope you're having a really Happy Easter!!!!!

Princess Kelly
PS. the photo's really old, from like October- and it was orginally in the second post on this blog.... I might go back and put some pictures back up, and it'll go back there, but it's here for now. :)

Anal Beads Rock....Reader Discretion Advised

OMFG!!!! I'm SOOOO sorry! I didn't realize how long it'd been since I posted anything! I'm doing fine, nothing like the last time I disapeared- I've just had a lot of school work and I've been really busy. But that is no excuse and I'm going to start setting blogging goals/rules to keep me on track. I have a lot to share and I never get around to it! Again I'm so sorry. .... You can spank me if you like ;)

Anywho, so this is the account of what happened to me 2 weekends ago, after what was supposed to be the really really bad spanking. Well I did get punished, that's for sure, but I think Daddy felt a bit sorry for me, and we didn't actually take care of much in the book.... which was honestly a bit unfortunate b/c it keeps pilling up. ... But that is all for another post. For this post....Well I've decided to become a bit bolder in my posts. I'm a very sexual person (though I've yet to actually have sex) and I really like a lot of things that I think most spankos would appreciate hearing about. However, if it starts getting TMI or if like people don't want to hear about this kinda thing, or just want me to focus on my discipline, please let me know and I'll change accordingly.

So the weekend before last I only got to see Daddy Saturday night through Monday morning, and we were supposed to get up RIDICULOUSLY early Monday morning so Daddy could get to work. And he was just going to put me on the metro so that I could get back to school. Ugh. But luckily for me, Daddy overslept by an hour and a half...and then somehow I rangled another hour and a half out of him doing stuff like this:

We woke up and Daddy took care of some more of the offenses on my list and after my last punishment spanking, I was curled up in Daddy's arms, feeling happier and more content than I've felt in ages. He was stroking my red hot bare bottom (I was still naked from the night) and petting my back, and kissing my forehead, and I felt like the perfect princess. Just so safe and loved. Like I was protected from everything in the world, even myself. (which is how one should feel after a good hard punishment). And so he let me lay there, head on his chest for a long while, and after a bit, the feeling of our hot naked bodies together just got me going a bit and then Daddy spread my cheeks apart roughly with his huge hand and started gently tapping his finger on my little bottom hole. I hadn't had my bottom played with all weekend, even though we'd had some Serious sexual stuff going on, and I'd cum quite a few times, and I'd been craving it so much all week. So I mentioned to Daddy that it might be good for me to do some corner time while he was in the shower and he agreed. He rolled over and reached in the night stand to pull out our corner time toy. I don't think I've talked about our anal beads or forays into anal play on here before, but Daddy likes to fill me before he puts me in the corner.

So the long purple beads came out, as did a small bottle of astroglide. Now our beads have two sides. One has smaller beads, for when I'm a good girl, and the other end has big beads for when I've been a naughty little girl and I'm being punished. So Daddy settled back into place sitting up against the headboard and patted his thigh, telling me to lay over Daddy's lap so that he could take care of me. As I lay myself over his leg, stretched out across his king sized bed, he parted my thighs, and saw the evidence of my naughtiness. "Well what do we have here, Kelly May? Where did all of this come from?" he said sternly as he genly stroked my kitty. "Um...oh...uh...mmm... It's from laying with you Daddy, I promise! I didn't get wet during my punishment!" (that was an important distinction. Getting wet during a punishment resulted in orgasms followed by getting the same punishment all over again to make sure it sticks that time!)

He seemed satisfied with that answer, and so began rubbing my bottom and parting my cheeks, as he applied the astroglide. I jumped at how cold it was and squirmed a bit, but Daddy just patted my hot bottom and told me to settle. "Now, young lady, I think we need to make an impression on you this morning. This is My bottom, and I can do what I want with it, isn't that right?" "mmm.mmmm Yes Daddy. Its yours, I'm all yours." "Thats right baby girl, so I think for now your going to get 3 of these, " he said as he started to enter the first one, "and then you'll get two more in when your corner time is up."

That would be the most beads that I'd ever had in me (and all of the big beads), but at this point i'm not even sure it registered, I was so close to orgasm. I just laid over his lap, moaning and panting, not quite daring to beg for release. Finally all three were in and I was still across his knee, dizzy with arousal. And then he started to spank me. Firm swats with his huge, hard hand right to the center of each cheek, back and forth, just like I like it. And I swear I've never felt anything like that. I came right over his knee with no other stimulation to my clit or pussy. Just his hand raining down on my already red hot, swollen, slightly bruised backside that was filled up with his beads.

After he helped me come down, he told me to stand up and he led me to the corner right by the bed. After another couple swats he went into the bathroom to start getting ready for his day. And then the mischeif started. I knew that he couldn't see me at all from his huge bathroom and then I heard his shaver start and the shower water turn on to heat up, and I couldn't resist! I was still so dizzy with arousal, and the second my hand went down to play with my kitty it was absolutely drenched, and not even from squirting (oh that's a whole nother set of posts!). My wetness was just dripping down my inner thighs, my lips were so swollen and soaked. I'd only ever felt myself in such desperate need a few times before.

So I started to play. Both of my hands down in front of me, one of them gently playing with my clit the other letting a finger run through my swollen lips. This position also allowed me to lean my upper body in, and my huge breasts were forced to lean against the ice cold wall making my already peaked nipples very alert. But the problem was that I was so just wrapped up in all of the feelings of bliss that I didn't pay attention to how much noise I was making, and didn't notice when the shaver shut off...and then the water shut off...and Daddy walk up behind me... until I heard his voice asking "Now, what is all this noise I've been hearing?"

I froze. Just like a naughty little girl with her hands caught in the cookie jar, I didn't even think to move them. He came up behind me, pressing his hard, warm body into mine, and he reached his hands around and covered mine, feeling my wetness in the process. "What do we have hear, young lady?" silence from me "Have you been playing with my pussy without Daddy's permission? When you're in corner time? hm?" I let out a moan as he stoked me just ever so slightly.

He walked away and I heard the bathroom drawer open. The one that holds the hairbrush. And then I heard him come back. "Hands on your head," he ordered, and I obeyed, as he wrapped an arm around my waist and just rained swat after swat on my sore, filled, backside, lecturing all the way about playing with myself without permission and being naughty while I was being punished. I was told I would be getting more when he got out of the shower and he didn't want to hear a peep out of me until then.

That was quite possibly the longest 7 minutes of my life!

Finally he got out, and brought me out of the corner. He'd laid a towel out over the edge of the bed, just in case I did make a mess when I came, which I normally do when I squirt, much to my embarassment but also gratitude. He laid my back out on the bed, so my bottom was at the edge, and he stood at the end. (, this is all making me blush just writing it....!) He started lecturing again about naughty little girls that play with themselves without their Daddy's permission. And he bent my legs up so that he could put the last two beads in. I mewwed and gave him my best sad eyes, but he held firm, and in they went. Then he lifted up my legs so I was in diaper position (which, if you've been a reader here for a while you know how much i HATE diaper position). Now my Daddy has never punished me in diaper position before, but I'm worried that he's decided he likes it. B/c Daddy likes to spank right on the inside of the sitspot. A spot that is very difficult to get. Daddy is mean when he punishes there too! He'll just focus on what is absolutely the most sensitive spot on your bottom and just give like 15 in a row, hard with the hairbrush (or something worse!). So this time Daddy spanked me all over with that damn brush for a while, then focused in on those spots, which to my dismay were on perfect display for him.

I do however love diaper position b/c it puts Me on display as well...and I just love feeling all exposed like that. When Daddy was done punishing me (it wasn't all that bad in the grand scheme of things) he spread my legs and checked my kitty to see if it was still all wet for him, and he started rolling the beads around some. And I was back to that soaking wet, naughty little girl, as he kneeded my bottom. Then he told me it was time for him to make his little girl cum, but that I was NOT to cum without permission. So then Daddy started in on me in this new way that we discovered recently. Daddy will put just the tip of his cock inside me and run it around a bit getting it all nice and wet with my cum, and then he'll use his cock to play with my clit. The first time he did it I made such a mess, cuming all over his hard cock.... *bites lip* I've never been shy to talk about stuff like this before but for some reason, I'm feeling very timid....I really hope this isn't all too much to talk about....

So as Daddy was making me cum over and over again, scolding me, ordering me to cum hard for him, that I need to cum all over his cock like a good little girl or that he'll turn me over and strap me until I'm sobbing like a well punished little girl. And all of that just makes me cum SO much harder. I LOVE being scolded! lol. All the while he was taking out the beads and I was screaming and writhing b/c that is the part of any anal play that i hate! When they come out I get so confused, and my body doesn't understand what's happening, and I get worried that somethign bad's going to happen, but it feels so good, and my pussy's getting worked on, and its just too much and too overwhelming a lot of the time. Its too much sensation. Daddy took pity on me though and pulled them out pretty quickly. Then he decided he wasn't done and he wanted me to cum for him one more time. And I did, of course, being the good little girl that I am. But I didn't squirt for him this time oddly enough- its just difficult to squirt when i've just had my bottom played with or when I have beads in, b/c even though I'm so turned on, I can't relax enough...and the pushing worries me....again its a story for another post.

After it was all done, and Daddy told me to go clean up, we cuddled for a little while longer, then we got up and since we were 3 hours late, Daddy drove me to school, just in time for me to make my first class.

I can't help but feel sorry for everyone else in that class that didn't get to wake up like I did. What a way to start your Monday. ;)

Princess Kelly