So its almost curfew (1 AM on weekdays) and I am SOOO tired and have so much work to do (my backside is in serious trouble for my lack of productivity today) but I just wanted to give a quick update about what's going and to thank everyone for their kind comments and for sticking with me.
So update. Um, I have a lot of school work that I still haven't caught up on from when I was so sick. And John and I continued to have massive drama (mainly as a result of my insecurities and his busy schedule) last week that culminated in the blistering of a life time. Don't believe me? How about a hairbrush and bathbrush spanking on a wet, lotioned, already incredibly bruised bottom, followed by having to write lines, followed by ANOTHER SPANKING!!! Yes, that is right. I am NOT sitting pretty today. :( pout! But I suppose I deserve it. It was for repeatedly talking badly about myself, even after I was already punished for it. In case you're wondering my line was "John loves me, and I deserve it, because I am a good girl." :)
In other news, I installed a counter on this site last Wednesday and since then over 1000 people have come to this site!!!!! That's unique vistors it says too....which can't possibly be right...I have 25 returning visitors though, which is very nice :). Hi ya'll! Thanks for coming. I'm convinced there is a flaw in the counting, but if there's not, I just can't even imagine how many people visited back when my photos were up.
Speaking of which, I'm so glad that so many have stuck with me, and I'm still having fun...but its just not the same to me....and I'm going to keep working on John, trying to get what I want here (aka my pictures back)....I don't think he's going to give in, but I really hope he'll reconsider. I used to want to be a spanking model (ok I still do secretly) but I go to a very high profile school, and plan to do a lot of high profile things in my life, and I just can't really risk my future just because its something I dream of. I can't risk hurting my parents or brother. So I gave up that dream. But then there was this...and I'm glad I started taking my face of (b/c at that point I might as well have been a spanking model)...but this was my way of getting to live that dream. Of getting to be an exhibitionist of sorts, and feel free and appreciated. And to get to share my stories and myself with others who share my passion. And I still enjoy it b/c of all of the wonderful people who come here, and b/c I want to remember my own stories, and I just enjoy spanking so damn much. LOL. And yet, I still can't help but miss how it was, and getting to be my own version of a spanking model :). But anywho....that's just my musings on the subject.....
Ok, its late. And I have class in the morning. But I really hope that I'll get to post more soon. I have SOOO many ideas for posts, and I don't just mean stories. I've been really wanting to have a discussion on panties for the longest time....that and states of undress.....they'll be coming. I pinkie swear. :)