SO I'm sure I've mentioned here before that I have very vivid dreams almost every night, many of which I remember in great detail the next day. Luckily for me sometimes these dreams take the form of a good spanking and I wake up feeling oh so yummy and just needing to be "taken care of" if you will. Well I've had two of these dreams- in very different forms in the last couple weeks and I thought you might like to hear about them.
So the more recent one first. Nice and steamy and naughty. Somehow I ended up on an island – like a haunted creepy island- and I think I got captured by some people. I was then taken to a room where I found my pants and panties being removed- though my top stayed on for the moment, in order to heighten my feeling of exposure. I was then taken to a spanking horse where I was strapped in. This was not a standard spanking horse though. (btw this is in general more s&m-y for me, though still in my style, and in real life, I'd love this though it'd have to be with someone I really trusted and loved.) This spanking horse was steeper and wider than a typical horse. The part that went under my hips was very narrow so it bent me as much as possible, and very high, stretching my legs to the max (my feet btw were off the ground in stirrup like things which made me feel more helpless). It was well padded though and not at all uncomfortable or painful. My legs were also spread very wide- like at least a yard apart. My torso was thankfully not made to fall to the floor- as this would have just resulted in my feeling dizzy the whole time. My torso was bent low but supported by a padded panel where my arms were also attached kinda like on a massage table. So pretty much my bottom was as high as it could possibly be and my kitty and bottom hole were completely exposed and I was at their mercy. (God are you turned on yet?! I'm soaked!)
I think it was one man and one woman, I'm not sure though. But they just went to town. First they gently warmed up my bottom with light peppering smacks to my upturned backside, causing my pussy to start getting wet and warm. They ran their hands all up and down the backs and insides of my legs and teased my exposed bottom and kitty. They then would spread my bottom, near the sit spots, even wider with their hands, opening my kitty and they would comment to each other, making me blush profusely, and of course, making me even wetter. They then opened and closed my soaking wet lips over and over, loving the smacking, wet noise it made.
Around that time I was divested of the rest of my clothing and my punishment began. My bottom, still presented so high and open was turned bright red by hands, and wonderful leather paddles. They then stopped again and spread my pussy wide, fucking me with a medium sized dildo, continuing to talk about me in childish terms, while never spanking to me directly. Right before I went over the edge a magic wand vibrator was thrust on my clit and I screamed over the edge, squirting everywhere and all over the floor. To my shame, they just tsked my mess and said again that I would have to be punished. One of them went to go get the next part of said punishment while the other started to lubricate my exposed bottom with my juices. The first returned w/ a long set of beads which the slowly and agonizingly entered into my cherry red bottom. I moaned and squealed. A riding crop was then brought out and my naughty pussy was punished with the flippy leather end, as was my bottom and the tops of my thighs (which again felt the yummy leather paddle). Every once in a while one of them would swat the end of the beads and chuckle happily when I would mew out. Hand spanks rained- I came screaming.
A vibrator was then inserted into my soaking wet kitty and affixed to the end of the beads, so both stayed put as they continued to spank. I came over and over as I was spanked, tickled, cropped, and fucked with various toys. My pussy was spanked (mmmmmmmm) w the dildo inside. I was thoroughly thoroughly "tortured" by my eager captors….
OMG. OMFG. I haven't been this turned on in a longgggg time. And I'm hiding from the rain in this great café but I've checked out of my hotel and I don't know if I'm going to be alone again for like a week! God damnit, I'm soaked, breathing heavily, nad my nipples are so hard….moooaaaaannnnnnnn… There is that sex store but I don't think they like let you go in and masturbate- sigh, if there was ever a moment to be in Amsterdam… I think the second dream is going to have to wait….
Xoxo
Princess Kelley
A spanking is not meant to diminish. It is meant to nourish. The unspoken message conveyed to anyone over my knee, hobbit, elf, or man is, ‘I care about you. I am not indifferent to your need, your guilt, your loneliness. I shall not walk away, leaving you to suffer alone. You shall not be passed over or ignored. I see you, and I care enough to discipline you.’
I mean come onnnnnnnn! Does that not make you just feel whole inside? ok ok stopping now before I can't. Shoo! Shoo! Go read! Go love! Enjoy!
xoxo
Princess Kelley
I just finished taking my history midterm and am about to start my government one in 40 minutes. I'm woefully underprepared but have freaked out enough and just can't make any more happen than is going to. I'm kinda having a bit of an existential crisis today. I had to leave lunch right in the middle (on a day that I'm on clean up duty) and just went into the library and cried. I just feel off and I don't know why which just makes it so much worse. I think part of me is homesick. Part of me is stressed from midterms. Part of me is stressed from constantly having to speak in a foreign language and having little time, and commuting, and living with these goddamn people who every day you are forced to sit with and make idle conversation about the weather and weekend plans as though the other person actually cares. Part of me is stressed because it just hit me that I'm going to be in Belgium tomorrow and then France for a week and other than buying the tickets and knowing where I'm staying, I haven't done shit to prepare. Part of it is that I miss this world. I miss my ex so much lately, and that's just not good. I miss being spanked. I miss being in love. I miss sex. I miss that giddy feeling you get when you first fall for someone. I miss having time to think and contemplate my life. I miss chatting with ya'll. I miss my friends from school. I miss blogging! I miss so much of it and yet I'm so happy here. I love the family I'm with. I love this country and I love my life. Today is just a bad day.
I have 4 updates lined up- all of which I started last week. I apologize for my lameness this month. I hope to get some stuff done for ya'll in transit during spring break. I really do miss you guys and I am going to get back out into the dating/playing scene soon I think. I just can't take it any longer. At the very least I just need to freaking flirt with somebody!
Sigh.
Anywho, thanks for listening to me rant. Sorry for the angst and moodiness. I promise I'll be back to my normal self soon. I love ya'll
Xoxo
Princess Kelley
