I am absolutely TERRIFIED right now. I am in SOOOOO much trouble. I just confessed to Daddy about all of the fibbing, bending of truth, hiding of truth, and straight up lying that I've been doing lately and I am in SOOOO much trouble. And I am scared shitless.
I havent' fully explained that horrible punishment, so it might not be that clear, but that was one of the worst punishments i've ever heard of anyone recieving, and when you add all of my things up, its WAY worse. I mean there are atleast 2 things on the list that are going to result in spankings as bad as that one (the lying itself and an instance of direct disobedience that was already on my list) and then there are probably 6 that are Very severe spankings atleast, and then another 7 or so that are just Bad.
As Daddy says, this is going to be really really bad, and I should be scared. I will not be sitting down for quite some time.
And if I ever lie again? "If you ever lie to me again Kelly, it'll be atleast 4 hours straight and afterwards just sitting will be enough to make you cry."
I feel sick....I have to go work....I'm so upset about abusing Daddy's trust. I deserve what I recieve, but that doesn't mean I'm not absolutely horror struck. And I am not normally one who ever understood the saying about waiting be the worst part. I understand. Its not going to be until Saturday at the earliest that any of this is resolved.
I need a hug.