Monday, March 23, 2009

Lying is Really Really Bad

I am absolutely TERRIFIED right now. I am in SOOOOO much trouble. I just confessed to Daddy about all of the fibbing, bending of truth, hiding of truth, and straight up lying that I've been doing lately and I am in SOOOO much trouble. And I am scared shitless.

I havent' fully explained that horrible punishment, so it might not be that clear, but that was one of the worst punishments i've ever heard of anyone recieving, and when you add all of my things up, its WAY worse. I mean there are atleast 2 things on the list that are going to result in spankings as bad as that one (the lying itself and an instance of direct disobedience that was already on my list) and then there are probably 6 that are Very severe spankings atleast, and then another 7 or so that are just Bad.

As Daddy says, this is going to be really really bad, and I should be scared. I will not be sitting down for quite some time.

And if I ever lie again? "If you ever lie to me again Kelly, it'll be atleast 4 hours straight and afterwards just sitting will be enough to make you cry."

I feel sick....I have to go work....I'm so upset about abusing Daddy's trust. I deserve what I recieve, but that doesn't mean I'm not absolutely horror struck. And I am not normally one who ever understood the saying about waiting be the worst part. I understand. Its not going to be until Saturday at the earliest that any of this is resolved.

I need a hug.



  1. Kelly, you poor little thing! I know we like to kid around about spankings, but this sounds like nothing to joke about. I'm worried for you. Lying is a very serious issue. I'm sorry you're in so much trouble. That pic you posted of the result of the horrible punishment looked bad, and I'm hoping you don't get even worse than that.

    I wish I was there to give you a real hug, and to try to make your wait less fearful for you. All I can do is tell you I'll be thinking of you and wishing you the very best under the circumstances. You're a real sweetheart, and I'm sure your Daddy will only do what's best for his little girl.

    Big Hugs,

  2. Eric-
    Thank you for that comment. It was exactly what I needed to hear. Its going to be really really really bad (I currently have 17 things on my list that are unaddressed, including the big big ones) and I'm scared, but you're right, Daddy's only doing it b/c he loves me and wants me to be the best little girl I can be.
    Thanks for being such a great friend.

  3. I was witness to a punishment spanking the other day... long story.

    I've had a punishment spanking that was pretty bad... also for lying. Don't lie is a pretty good rule. I wish you luck, but think you'll feel better when it's done. It's our way of putting things *cough* behind us. You get yourself very anxious sometimes, and often understandably, but maybe it's time to chill and meditate. If it's not coming till Saturday, well then then's your reconning. That's when you can and have to, deal with this.

    You're a good girl Kelly, we all mess up sometimes, and sometimes we mess up a lot. *hugs*

  4. Hey, I know you are nervous; but, I am happy to hear that things are calming down for you. Was worried about you for a while there. Give things time and they will settle down for you, and then you can just be happy.

  5. Kelly,
    I just returned from the hardest several days of my life, burying my dad, and read your response to my posting. What did I do? I know I can be a bitch/brat, but I don't remember what I did to make you mad at me. Please find a way to phrase it, and then I'll apologize.
    Jean Marie

  6. Doc- ooo... witnessed a spanking huh? I'm jealous!!!! And you're right, its just best too put it out of my mind until its actually coming. And that day is tomorrow, but for now I'm just happy that I'm going to get to see my Daddy soon :). Hope everything is going well in your life. :)

    Mudetroit- hey there! lol, sorry I thought the other person was you! But I'm glad to see the real you here and posting. I'm sorry that I worried you- thank you so much for being there for me when everything got so rough. You've been a great friend.

    Jean Marie- Hey there sweetie. I am SOO sorry to hear about your loss. I can't imagine what it would be like to lose one of my parents, and I'm so sorry that you are having to go through that right now.

    And I'm sorry that my other post has upset you...I mean I suppose that was the intent but now I feel badly that I did that. But I suppose that's always how actions go.

    I guess that I was upset mostly b/c like I haven't heard from you in quite a while (since the last post that had pictures of me on it) and then I went through hell for a while, and then all of a sudden I put pictures up again, and you're back. I just felt a bit like, wtf. I know that for a lot of people I'm just free porn, and that's fine. I'm always a big fan of free porn, lol. But it just kinda hurt my feelings b/c I felt like you were someone who had some interest in more than just my body, and so when I read your post, along with the one below it I was just kinda hurt.

    I know you weren't being a bitch or brat though. I don't think you really realized how it would come off, and so I'm not mad at you. And I really do appreciate that you are still here, and that you comment, regardless of your motivation.

    I hope that everything starts to get better soon, and know that you have lots of friends everywhere who are there for you. Be strong sweetie.

  7. Into every bottom's life some hard spanks must fall. I fear that maybe tonight is sweet Kelly May's eve of reckoning. I hope Daddy is as merciful as he is just. And I hope that he gives her what she really deserves, a sexy, over the knee spanking, bared but not nude, raining down just hard enough and long enough to send her over the edge. We all love ya.

  8. Kelly,

    I hope things went a bit better than you hoped this weekend. I know what you mean about waiting for such a severe spanking. It stinks. Midterms turn out okay? Take care and make sure you sit on ice for a while. ~ RowdyOne

  9. JM- hey there sweetie. Mmmm... bared but not nude otk hand spanking....mmmm...that is my absolute FAVORITE kind of spanking...and thus one that I sadly don't get for punishment. But thank you so much for your kind words, it really is so sweet, and I really appreciate them :-*

    Rowdy One- lol, thanks so much for commenting! Yes, midterms actually turned out really well, and the weekend wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, but that's just b/c I haven't been taken to the woodshed for all of my offenses yet. But yeah, the waiting and worrying was horrible! But that's what Daddy wanted. Hope to hear from you again soon!

    Princess Kelly