Um, this is just happiness :)
I'm still having a REALLY rough time (though a text message Daddy just sent made it a lot better: "No matter what's going on, you can expect a blistering for hurting yourself and calling yourself bad." God I needed to hear that- I've been so scared about losing him along with the depression) but Ivan made this to help me smile, and I just wanted to share it with ya'll, and say thank you for all of the concerned messages.
I was (and honestly still am) in a pretty bad place, but I would never hurt myself in any permanent way, I promise. And all the support and the messages that I have received on here have meant more to me than I can say.
So all I will say is: