So I bought my ticket and we got on the train towards their home. Now the butterflies in my tummy are starting to go, but it’s mostly just happiness, not nervousness. Miss Haron at one point asked “shouldn’t we maybe discuss what it is that you want?” I laughed and said “I don’t know, to play?” Abel thought that was a cute reply. :) They sat next to each other on the train ride and I sat across in a 4 person section (one of the ones with the little table between). I loved the way he had his arm around her, or would hold her hand- they are wonderful together. I was getting sleepy on the train (it was around 4:30 or 5 by then- past my nap time) which made me feel “little” but in a good way, because with them, I never once felt unsafe.
I don’t what prompted this, but one time I stuck my tongue out at Abel, a little bratty trick that I am very fond of- its cute and endearing, and not harmful in any way or dangerous to property, lol- and he gave me the look. Mmmmmmm. Miss Haron laughed and said “Uh oh, you’re on thin ice.” I smirked, feeling extra bratty and immediately did it again, “getting thinner” they both replied. Not exactly sure what possessed me at this next moment (actually yes I am, I wanted the ice to crack and I didn’t want there to be any doubt about it!) but I proceeded to flip him off while smirking. “Crack” Miss Haron replied while trying to contain laughter. Abel just kept giving me that amazing top look and said “We will discuss that when we get home young lady” or something to that extent.
Home couldn’t come soon enough. They have a lovely home, and as soon as I got there, Abel led me upstairs so I could skype my momma so she’d see him and know I was safe. Then Miss Haron needed to Skype her real life mom, and Abel and I went downstairs (oh btw, they have the sweetest and cutest kitty cat!!!). He was sitting on the couch, and I immediately spotted this little plastic water gun on the table. Apparently it’s for the cat. Yeah right. I say it’s there specifically to entice brats like me into trouble! I pick it up without hesitation, and the “No, young lady, put it down-s” begin. It actually took a long time to squirt, and he kept telling me no the whole time, but when it finally did, you would have thought I wasn’t pumping it with the shocked look on my face as water shot out across at Abel.
He rose from the couch and I just didn’t move. I immediately put down the gun as though it had burned me, but other than that, I didn’t move. He came around and said something along the lines of “that’s it young lady” and took me by the arm and led me upstairs. On the way up he asked Miss Haron where she was, and was about to ask her to move downstairs, but she was in an ok room I supposed- didn’t really get that- I just know that his tone was really sexy. He brought me into their bedroom and stood right in front of me, giving me the sternest look. Now, without my shoes (which I had left downstairs upon entering their home) Abel is taller than me, but not by a whole lot, but his lecture and his look made me feel very small indeed. I know that they aren’t DD people in the way that I am, but he would be really good at it! Lol.
(Oh, apparently I said something during this lecture that almost made him laugh out loud at my brattiness, and he told me later he had to work really hard to maintain his composure, but I can’t for the life of me remember what I said)
He sat on the edge of the bed, and told me to take my “trousers” down, but my panties for now, stayed up. He placed me across his knee and…well I’m not going to lie to ya’ll, I know that some awesome things were said at this point, but it is all just a blur. And I’m sure especially for you long term readers that you know my favorite type of spanking is hand otk, and this did not disappoint. Abel’s hand HURTS. This time though he did give me a warm up, but over the course of a year without any spankings not delivered by my own hands, I had forgotten just how much it stings!! Such a wonderful wonderful sting. I was squirming quite quickly and yelping as the swats rained down on my bottom. Oh, and he did such a good job lecturing too. He told me that had it just been for my naughty behavior on the train I might have gotten to keep my panties up (he might have said knickers, lol) but that my behavior with the water gun meant I had to get a bare bottom spanking. THANK GOD! Lol.
And ya’ll know how I love that feeling of them being pulled down. It’s one of my favorite parts of the whole spanking. Sigh. But then he went to town. My oh my. I was about sobbing after 10 of his hard swats, yelping and writhing for sure. Then he stopped and rubbed my bottom, and reached over to the night stand, picking up a hairbrush. I whined pititully. He said “that was for punishment, this is for discipline, you know the difference right young lady?” “yes sir” I replied like a good girl. Sigh, I love saying sir. :) he spanked me with the brush for a bit, and then let me up, he had me pull my pants and panties up and then held me close as I finished sobbing- no tears, and the sobs didn’t last long (neither did the spanking) but it’d just been so long- and it felt so good. Then he asked the silly question of if he hurt me and if I was ok. Lol, I said of course I’m fine :) That was wonderful! And gave my always response of “Thank you for spanking me sir” with a tight hug.
He chuckled and just seemed so pleased with everything- as was I. He later told me that this was one of his favorite parts of the whole evening. And it was quite wonderful.
So we got up and started mulling around and I found the HUGE stash of implements. HUGE. Mondo big. Way too many implements for anyone’s own good. Lol. And all very British. We were just looking around and chatting when Miss Haron walked in.
“Well those were some interesting noises to explain to my mother.”
And now the real fun (aka crazy shit) begins….
xoxo
Princess Kelley
Sunday, June 27, 2010
One of the Best Days of My Life Part 1
Ok, I think I’m ready, so here we go.
I don’t promise I can remember it all as I was in a well spanked stupor for most of it, so let’s just hope that Miss Haron will forgive me and one of them will write their side of the story (as I would love to read it sooo much as well).
Where to begin? I suppose the beginning would be best. The lovely Miss Bonnie mentioned Abel as a good resource in the UK, and when he emailed me two weeks ago, I thought, sure, this sounds like a good opportunity, especially since these people are already vouched for. We only actually like exchanged a few emails before we met, lol, which we both have acknowledged was kinda ridiculous. But in the end it didn’t matter.
They had me meet them at Piccadilly Circus at 1:00 on Saturday and we were just scheduled to get lunch. Ya’ll saw the post about that, lol. For the record I ended up wearing my tight jeans (b/c it was cold) and a sexy top with black wedges (which resulted in my towering over the very petite Miss Haron, lol). The connection, on my end, was instant. It didn’t feel like I was meeting new people, it felt more like I was getting together with old friends.
They took me to a lovely Belgian restaurant that was “just a few minutes away” as Abel said. Liar. Lol. It was very fun though, as well as yummy and the conversation was easy and free. It was different than some of my other spanko meetings. Well for starters I’d never met a spanko girl before, so that was a first, nor had I ever met more than one person at a time, or a couple. So lots of firsts, as I mentioned before. But also, I am one of those people who can tell within about 15 minutes of meeting someone if it’s going to work out- especially with spankos, and I’m quite impulsive/decisive with the way I feel. I’ve been on dates with guys who right after the meal I said my goodbyes and headed home, never to see them again, because I knew it wasn’t right. I’ve also met guys, been kinda turned on the entire time I was with them, and then go back to their place right after.
With Abel and Haron, I knew that I wanted to play, and I wasn’t sure if they were game, but the new part was that the whole time I wasn’t feeling horny, I was just feeling comfortable. Well on occasion when Miss Haron would act up a bit and he would give her “the look” my tummy would do a bit of a dance, but there was no overt flirting on either side.
As I said, they were not exactly keen to play on the first meeting. Miss Haron said it wasn’t very responsible or adult like. I quickly pointed out that I’m 21 years old, and can easily blame my irresponsible behavior on my age. Abel returned from the restroom and I whined in my sweetest voice that I wanted to play and was so disappointed that we couldn’t (because they live outside of London). He, after a bit more whining and hinting from me, said well why don’t you come back home with us?
Happy Dance!!!!
I immediately text begged Momma and Daddy to let me go, and they said yes after reminding me of “the rules.”
But before we went, we decided to wander around London a bit, and they showed me some really awesome sex shops! Lol, I was in heaven. We went to this one that was just gorgeous. Implements that were actually decent, and just stunning toys- that of course were way out of everyone’s price range, but just so fun to look at. One of those places that makes you feel really good about liking sexy things. They even had jade butt plugs- which I am very intrigued by (I like the metal ones with the stones on the end but I am allergic to metal, so I think the jade might be a nice alternate).
Anywho, then we went to another store that was more practical, and Miss Haron bought some toys for her new boy-toy and I had fun just looking around (I’m in the market for a new vibrator). Then we headed towards the train…
xoxo
Princess Kelley
I don’t promise I can remember it all as I was in a well spanked stupor for most of it, so let’s just hope that Miss Haron will forgive me and one of them will write their side of the story (as I would love to read it sooo much as well).
Where to begin? I suppose the beginning would be best. The lovely Miss Bonnie mentioned Abel as a good resource in the UK, and when he emailed me two weeks ago, I thought, sure, this sounds like a good opportunity, especially since these people are already vouched for. We only actually like exchanged a few emails before we met, lol, which we both have acknowledged was kinda ridiculous. But in the end it didn’t matter.
They had me meet them at Piccadilly Circus at 1:00 on Saturday and we were just scheduled to get lunch. Ya’ll saw the post about that, lol. For the record I ended up wearing my tight jeans (b/c it was cold) and a sexy top with black wedges (which resulted in my towering over the very petite Miss Haron, lol). The connection, on my end, was instant. It didn’t feel like I was meeting new people, it felt more like I was getting together with old friends.
They took me to a lovely Belgian restaurant that was “just a few minutes away” as Abel said. Liar. Lol. It was very fun though, as well as yummy and the conversation was easy and free. It was different than some of my other spanko meetings. Well for starters I’d never met a spanko girl before, so that was a first, nor had I ever met more than one person at a time, or a couple. So lots of firsts, as I mentioned before. But also, I am one of those people who can tell within about 15 minutes of meeting someone if it’s going to work out- especially with spankos, and I’m quite impulsive/decisive with the way I feel. I’ve been on dates with guys who right after the meal I said my goodbyes and headed home, never to see them again, because I knew it wasn’t right. I’ve also met guys, been kinda turned on the entire time I was with them, and then go back to their place right after.
With Abel and Haron, I knew that I wanted to play, and I wasn’t sure if they were game, but the new part was that the whole time I wasn’t feeling horny, I was just feeling comfortable. Well on occasion when Miss Haron would act up a bit and he would give her “the look” my tummy would do a bit of a dance, but there was no overt flirting on either side.
As I said, they were not exactly keen to play on the first meeting. Miss Haron said it wasn’t very responsible or adult like. I quickly pointed out that I’m 21 years old, and can easily blame my irresponsible behavior on my age. Abel returned from the restroom and I whined in my sweetest voice that I wanted to play and was so disappointed that we couldn’t (because they live outside of London). He, after a bit more whining and hinting from me, said well why don’t you come back home with us?
Happy Dance!!!!
I immediately text begged Momma and Daddy to let me go, and they said yes after reminding me of “the rules.”
But before we went, we decided to wander around London a bit, and they showed me some really awesome sex shops! Lol, I was in heaven. We went to this one that was just gorgeous. Implements that were actually decent, and just stunning toys- that of course were way out of everyone’s price range, but just so fun to look at. One of those places that makes you feel really good about liking sexy things. They even had jade butt plugs- which I am very intrigued by (I like the metal ones with the stones on the end but I am allergic to metal, so I think the jade might be a nice alternate).
Anywho, then we went to another store that was more practical, and Miss Haron bought some toys for her new boy-toy and I had fun just looking around (I’m in the market for a new vibrator). Then we headed towards the train…
xoxo
Princess Kelley
Songs that make me think of...
Spanking of course. :)
Hey team,
So the drama is passing and subsiding from my being a little more every day. Abel has forgiven me, but Miss Haron has not, and that fact is weighing very heavily on my heart. Hopefully as time passes, and I can show her that I really am a good girl, she will forgive me, and give me another chance.
But in the meantime, I will be posting the story of our day together today- I'm ready :). But I was in a haze half the time, so if you want to know the other side of the story, and you happen to be readers of their blog, you should ask them very nicely to tell their side- though, since she's pissed at me, I don't think that's going to happen. :( Sorry team.
But for now, we are doing fun posts that reclaim my blog as MINE. Away from the hate mail senders and threats of violence. This place is mine and it is a place for fun. So for the moment, that is what we are going to have- fun. :)
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So I wrote this list on a train in Italy I have no idea how long ago. I believe it was inspired by a post by the ever wonderful Bonnie who did a similar list. So these are the songs, in no particular order, that make me think of spanking, and why.
Hey team,
So the drama is passing and subsiding from my being a little more every day. Abel has forgiven me, but Miss Haron has not, and that fact is weighing very heavily on my heart. Hopefully as time passes, and I can show her that I really am a good girl, she will forgive me, and give me another chance.
But in the meantime, I will be posting the story of our day together today- I'm ready :). But I was in a haze half the time, so if you want to know the other side of the story, and you happen to be readers of their blog, you should ask them very nicely to tell their side- though, since she's pissed at me, I don't think that's going to happen. :( Sorry team.
But for now, we are doing fun posts that reclaim my blog as MINE. Away from the hate mail senders and threats of violence. This place is mine and it is a place for fun. So for the moment, that is what we are going to have- fun. :)
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So I wrote this list on a train in Italy I have no idea how long ago. I believe it was inspired by a post by the ever wonderful Bonnie who did a similar list. So these are the songs, in no particular order, that make me think of spanking, and why.
- Criminal- Fiona Apple: "I've been a bad bad girl" No song has ever had a better first line.
- Nasty Naughty Boy- Christina Aguilera: "Now come here and give me a little spanking" very few songs have ever been more explicit about it. My word I do love xxxtina. :)
- Smack That- Akon ft. Eminem- first of all, its a great song, second, I realize its about sex, but whenever I hear it...its not. ;)
- All 'Er Nothin- Oklahoma the Musical: So I saw Oklahoma! on Broadway when I was 13 and I almost died from arousal. First of all the man playing Curly is the actor who would go on to play Raul in The Phantom of the Opera Movie- yeah, that guy- singing Oh What a Beautiful Morning...swoon! Ok, and there is a spoon wacking in the beginning, and then Curly threatens to spank his love out right towards the end! But I just love this song- the too flirty girl and her steadfast, traditional fiance. In the 1800s in OK, oh yeah, she's getting her backside warmed later :)
- Heartbreaker remix- Mariah Carey: So this is more about the video than the song. There are two remixes to this song one featuring JayZ, the other featuring Missy elliot and dBrat. The first is the video to which I refer which came out when I was like...12. Mariah and a bunch of back up dancers just smack their backsides during a dance sequence in a movie theatre...but I used to watch it over and over and over, lol. And then the second remix, don't like the video as much but the song has the line "I like the way he used to spank me."
- Baby Got Back- Sir Mix A Lot- Does this one really need explaining?
- How Many Licks- Lil' Kim- So I used to test people's level of composure by playing the unedited version of this song to them and seeing how long they could last before they would die from blushing. It just makes me think of naughty naughty things. You MUST listen to this song if you have never heard it. Plus, I'm a huge tootsie pop fan- always have been :)
- Discovery Channel-Bloodhound Gang- ok maybe this list is turning into songs that just make me feel awesomly naughty :) lol. I can sing this entire song from memory from start to finish. So great for Karaoke! "Just like the lost catacombs of egypt only god knows where we stuck it..."
- Loubitons- Jennifer Lopez- in addition to being a song by the girl with one of the most famous backsides of all time, and being a really awesome female empowerment song, this song has lots of nice unintentional spanking esque lines. Now, Loubitons for all the boys out there, are these really awesome shoes. Like Minolo Blanik, or Feragamo, or Jimmy Choo. You get the point. But Loubitons are really in right now, and they are famous for having a crimson red undersides. :D "Watch these red bottoms, and the back of my jeans, as we go bye baby don't know what you got until its gone. Tail lights, is all you'll see. Watch that Benz exit that drive way, yeah"
- Sexy Back- Justin Timberlake- In the song the boy sings about being tied up and whipped, but in his VMA"s performance of the song, he changed the pronouns around and made it "Maybe I'll whip you if you misbehave" moannnnnnn. Yes please!
- Du Hast Den Schalstden Arse del Welt (You've Got the Sweetest Ass in the World)- in German or in English, just google the Youtube video. Thank you my best friends at school who spend way too much time on Youtube for this gem :)
So what do ya'll think of my list? What are the songs that make you think of spanking. Comments (when they are not hateful) make me Very happy :D
xoxo
Princess Kelley
Friday, June 25, 2010
Messy Room
Messy Room by Shel Silverstein
Whosever room this is should be ashamed!
His underwear is hanging on the lamp.
His raincoat is there in the overstuffed chair,
And the chair is becoming quite mucky and damp.
His workbook is wedged in the window,
His sweater's been thrown on the floor.
His scarf and one ski are beneath the TV,
And his pants have been carelessly hung on the door.
His books are all jammed in the closet,
His vest has been left in the hall.
A lizard named Ed is asleep in his bed,
And his smelly old sock has been stuck to the wall.
Whosever room this is should be ashamed!
Donald or Robert or Willie or--
Huh? You say it's mine? Oh, dear,
I knew it looked familiar!
PPSS. Or the middle of the summer After freshman year (this one is definitely the worst- first time without a roommate away from home- this is the view from sitting on my bed)
Whosever room this is should be ashamed!
His underwear is hanging on the lamp.
His raincoat is there in the overstuffed chair,
And the chair is becoming quite mucky and damp.
His workbook is wedged in the window,
His sweater's been thrown on the floor.
His scarf and one ski are beneath the TV,
And his pants have been carelessly hung on the door.
His books are all jammed in the closet,
His vest has been left in the hall.
A lizard named Ed is asleep in his bed,
And his smelly old sock has been stuck to the wall.
Whosever room this is should be ashamed!
Donald or Robert or Willie or--
Huh? You say it's mine? Oh, dear,
I knew it looked familiar!
Hey team. So I am messy. Really really messy. I'm just not neat. I love the quote "those of you who keep a neat desk dont' know the joy of finding something that has been lost forever."
I'm the girl who as she walks in the door starts stripping her clothes off as she walks and dropping them on the floor as she goes. But the strange thing is, I prefer clean and neat. I'm just really lazy and not naturally clean/neat. My mother is the most anal person you will ever know (when she comes to visit me at school I will frantically clean my room for a day before she comes and she will whine the second she gets in "Oh my gosh! Do you EVER clean this place?!? You're living in filth!") and so my house at home is very clean (and my room is too, as it must be picked up on Tuesdays and Friday mornings before our maid comes or she will not wash my clothes.) And I love going home and having everything clean.
But I digress. So my general state is messy, and I will let it grow and grow until one day I can't take it anymore and I clean the whole thing til its perfect. Depedening on who I'm living with and my mental state at the time when this "one day" comes varies. And over the last few years of beign in college...well lets just say we've had some moments of a Long time between. And then there are always the "I just moved in....2 months ago...and just never unpacked..." which was kinda the situation I found myself in today, an hour and a half before my trainer was set to arrive. Yikes!
(Btw, the general day to day average is not this bad)
Now, is it just me or is the one thing missing from these photos me, with a bright red bare bottom, standing in the corner?
xoxo
Princess Kelley
PS. Feel encouraged to scold :)
PPS. Of course nothing will ever compare to the end of the year freshman year...
PPSS. Or the middle of the summer After freshman year (this one is definitely the worst- first time without a roommate away from home- this is the view from sitting on my bed)
PPPS. Oh and then there is this really pretty picture of me sophmore year...if you just ignore the background...(we always took photos on my roomies side of the room b/c it was cleaner...)
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Point of Clarification
Hi Team,
Due to some shall we say...not nice.. emails I have gotten from some people, and just some that show me that I was not clear, I would like to clear up a couple points.
First of all, my meeting with Abel and Haron was amazing and while they are currently very upset with me, none of my comments that hurt people (which I realize many of you thankfully didn't read) were regarding them. No one deserved the statements I made hastily and regret saying, but they were not targetted at Abel and Haron, just as a point of clarification for those of you who are like wtf is going on? It was about a party I was invited to by friends of them, who were very nice people, it just wasn't a good situation for me. Mostly my fault.
In regards to my comment about "almost choked" I meant that in the surprised sense, not the gagging sense. I did not know going in, and finding out was surprising/shocking and in mid bite, it made for a rather amusing spectacle. The term was in ""s bc it was what he had said to me after, but not in a negative way. It is not a lifestyle I would want to participate actively in, and not one that I can view easily, but I respect everyones right to have their own lifestyles. I also reserve my right to have my own opinions- I am not trying to make anyone do something they do not wish to do, but I allowed to have my own thoughts.
Currently I have tried to make amends with the people that I hurt, and I have recieved forgiveness from some. I feel horrid about all of this- both that I hurt people and just that there is so much drama going on now in large part bc of me- and I'm not being dismissive in any way of the pain that my words and actions have caused other people. Hate mail is unneccessary.
My main concern and fear at this moment is that the people whose opinion I care most about and whos forgiveness I desperately seek- H and A- will not forgive me, and I will have lost people that I thought could have been great friends and I had a fast connection with.
I need to get back to work. I will update on Michael soon. And again, thank you to those of you who have been so kind to me and have been praying for him.
xoxo
Kelley
Due to some shall we say...not nice.. emails I have gotten from some people, and just some that show me that I was not clear, I would like to clear up a couple points.
First of all, my meeting with Abel and Haron was amazing and while they are currently very upset with me, none of my comments that hurt people (which I realize many of you thankfully didn't read) were regarding them. No one deserved the statements I made hastily and regret saying, but they were not targetted at Abel and Haron, just as a point of clarification for those of you who are like wtf is going on? It was about a party I was invited to by friends of them, who were very nice people, it just wasn't a good situation for me. Mostly my fault.
In regards to my comment about "almost choked" I meant that in the surprised sense, not the gagging sense. I did not know going in, and finding out was surprising/shocking and in mid bite, it made for a rather amusing spectacle. The term was in ""s bc it was what he had said to me after, but not in a negative way. It is not a lifestyle I would want to participate actively in, and not one that I can view easily, but I respect everyones right to have their own lifestyles. I also reserve my right to have my own opinions- I am not trying to make anyone do something they do not wish to do, but I allowed to have my own thoughts.
Currently I have tried to make amends with the people that I hurt, and I have recieved forgiveness from some. I feel horrid about all of this- both that I hurt people and just that there is so much drama going on now in large part bc of me- and I'm not being dismissive in any way of the pain that my words and actions have caused other people. Hate mail is unneccessary.
My main concern and fear at this moment is that the people whose opinion I care most about and whos forgiveness I desperately seek- H and A- will not forgive me, and I will have lost people that I thought could have been great friends and I had a fast connection with.
I need to get back to work. I will update on Michael soon. And again, thank you to those of you who have been so kind to me and have been praying for him.
xoxo
Kelley
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Homesick
Hey Team,
This time this is for me and my team. :) This is my space, and I need it. I never realized how much I need it until I suddenly felt like it wasn't mine anymore. But I need ya'll and I need my space to be.
I can't breathe. I can't eat. Nothing has stayed down in days. Well it does, but just...i'm just so upset and everything just feels so wrong, and I just want to stop hurting!
And I just realized something. I am So homesick. I've been gone and sort of on my own for 6 months now, and I miss my friends and I miss my family and I miss my friends from school. I miss my life that I understand. I miss not having to meet new people every day. I think last night was so hard in part (well it was more spankos than I'd met in my life all in one room) bc it was so hard to not realize how lonely I have been, and then see so many friends and feel like an outsider.
So now I'm just crying, and trying to make myself go buy groceries. I'm trying to snuggle with my nana and papa like always, but its just different now. This is literally my frist time being Totally on my own. In florence I had my host family and people at school even if they weren't my friends. Then I was traveling so it was an adventure. Then my mom was here, then last week was hard but I was in another woman's house. Now I'm in an apartment all by myself which I've never done before and now all of this has happened.
I feel lost.
Like in a really existential way. I graduate next year- then what am I going to do? Where will I go? I will be by myself then too. What do I want as a spanko? Am I ready to be back in a relationship? Is the scene really for me? Should I just give up on parties and the scene life and just stick to one on one stuff with just regular people?
I want to write sooo badly about my play date with Abel and Haron in part because I'm terrified I'm forgetting it. I didn't even have a day to process before all of this drama started to unfold and my stomach started acting up. I want to write bc I think it will help me remember and cherish that amazing day. But I'm scared to write bc I'm scared it will hurt. I have humiliated them in a really epic way with the way I behaved recently. They vouched for me, and they did everything for me, and now it is they, not I, who have to deal with the fall out. So I'm scared to remember, I'm scared to write, b/c what if then I remember how amazing it was and how close I felt to them. I recall vividly the connection I felt, just so perfectly, to both of them. How their hands felt on my body. How there voices sounded. How perfect it felt to be snuggled between them.... what if I remember all those things and then they can't forgive me?
Sigh.
I forgot how much writing this all out can sometimes help.
No new news about Michael. I think I'm going this weekend but he's still not out of ICU so I wouldn't actually be able to spend more than 15 minutes with him if that- since I'm not blood family. Thank you to everyone who messaged with support. It has meant a lot to me, and thank you so much for the prayers- I know he and his family appreciate them.
I love you all, and for those of you who have no idea what the fuck is going on and are just wondering when I'm going to start posting pictures again I will appease you as soon as I can.
xoxo
Princess Kelley
This time this is for me and my team. :) This is my space, and I need it. I never realized how much I need it until I suddenly felt like it wasn't mine anymore. But I need ya'll and I need my space to be.
I can't breathe. I can't eat. Nothing has stayed down in days. Well it does, but just...i'm just so upset and everything just feels so wrong, and I just want to stop hurting!
And I just realized something. I am So homesick. I've been gone and sort of on my own for 6 months now, and I miss my friends and I miss my family and I miss my friends from school. I miss my life that I understand. I miss not having to meet new people every day. I think last night was so hard in part (well it was more spankos than I'd met in my life all in one room) bc it was so hard to not realize how lonely I have been, and then see so many friends and feel like an outsider.
So now I'm just crying, and trying to make myself go buy groceries. I'm trying to snuggle with my nana and papa like always, but its just different now. This is literally my frist time being Totally on my own. In florence I had my host family and people at school even if they weren't my friends. Then I was traveling so it was an adventure. Then my mom was here, then last week was hard but I was in another woman's house. Now I'm in an apartment all by myself which I've never done before and now all of this has happened.
I feel lost.
Like in a really existential way. I graduate next year- then what am I going to do? Where will I go? I will be by myself then too. What do I want as a spanko? Am I ready to be back in a relationship? Is the scene really for me? Should I just give up on parties and the scene life and just stick to one on one stuff with just regular people?
I want to write sooo badly about my play date with Abel and Haron in part because I'm terrified I'm forgetting it. I didn't even have a day to process before all of this drama started to unfold and my stomach started acting up. I want to write bc I think it will help me remember and cherish that amazing day. But I'm scared to write bc I'm scared it will hurt. I have humiliated them in a really epic way with the way I behaved recently. They vouched for me, and they did everything for me, and now it is they, not I, who have to deal with the fall out. So I'm scared to remember, I'm scared to write, b/c what if then I remember how amazing it was and how close I felt to them. I recall vividly the connection I felt, just so perfectly, to both of them. How their hands felt on my body. How there voices sounded. How perfect it felt to be snuggled between them.... what if I remember all those things and then they can't forgive me?
Sigh.
I forgot how much writing this all out can sometimes help.
No new news about Michael. I think I'm going this weekend but he's still not out of ICU so I wouldn't actually be able to spend more than 15 minutes with him if that- since I'm not blood family. Thank you to everyone who messaged with support. It has meant a lot to me, and thank you so much for the prayers- I know he and his family appreciate them.
I love you all, and for those of you who have no idea what the fuck is going on and are just wondering when I'm going to start posting pictures again I will appease you as soon as I can.
xoxo
Princess Kelley
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Prayers Needed
Hey Team,
I'm sorry I haven't posted about the rest of my amazing day on Saturday yet- things have been a little hectic for me to say the least. My stomach is just in a constant state of churning btw anxiety and nerves and excitement and now endless worry.
The last few days I've met some amazing people in the scene (I actually need to check what their scene names are before I say anything stupid on here, lol). I was honored to have been invited to participate in the Lowewood Academy- though this then caused me to have many panic attacks over my fear of insitutional spankings, and then I was uninvited (albeit very kindly) last night, which really hurt my feelings for some reason. But I'm going to a slumber party of sorts after they all have their play so that I can meet people, which I'm really excited about, though it has been said that I probably won't get to play- not sure why that is exactly.
But the reason for this post is the most important part. My other best friend (there are 2 main ones, a few others, you've met the other main- Francesca) Michael, who I have mentioned on here- he's the one I went to Carnivale with- he celebrated my 21st with me....he's my gay lover as I like to call him. My love, my best friend. Michael was in a serious accident the other day while with his school group in Capri. He was hit by a Vespa, and he has a serious compound fracture above his ankle (bone was sticking out and such) and they found something in his brain- they had to do brain surgery. They're trying to take him out of the medically induced coma now (they had to airlift him to Naples, and are now trying to get him to Rome for the orthopedic surgery- Naples really isn't the place you want to be) and he's on a ventilator.
They are saying that the surgery went very well, and my momma (a pediatrician) says that the fact that they are taking him out is a good thing. But I'm really scared. He's my Michael. He's my other art history fantatic that wants to be a teacher. He dances like a crazy fool, and drinks way more than he should. He knows my secret now, and I know some of his. We laugh, we joke, we yell, we listen to music way too loudly in the car while he drives like a fool. We're an old married couple- lol, people that don't realize he's gay (aka blind people) are convinced that we are destined to be together. lol :)
Momma and the doctors in Naples (his parents flew there and are doing the best they can, but they speak no Italian) are basically saying the same thing (well she's saying it based on what I tell her from the information I am getting). That it will be a very long recovery but he will recover. But what if my Michael can't talk when he wakes up? What if there's nerve damage and he won't be able to walk again? I need my Michael to be ok....
So, I'm so sorry for the downer but I just really needed to get that out. Please keep him and his family in your thoughts and prayers if you like.
Love you all
xoxo
Princess Kelley
I'm sorry I haven't posted about the rest of my amazing day on Saturday yet- things have been a little hectic for me to say the least. My stomach is just in a constant state of churning btw anxiety and nerves and excitement and now endless worry.
The last few days I've met some amazing people in the scene (I actually need to check what their scene names are before I say anything stupid on here, lol). I was honored to have been invited to participate in the Lowewood Academy- though this then caused me to have many panic attacks over my fear of insitutional spankings, and then I was uninvited (albeit very kindly) last night, which really hurt my feelings for some reason. But I'm going to a slumber party of sorts after they all have their play so that I can meet people, which I'm really excited about, though it has been said that I probably won't get to play- not sure why that is exactly.
But the reason for this post is the most important part. My other best friend (there are 2 main ones, a few others, you've met the other main- Francesca) Michael, who I have mentioned on here- he's the one I went to Carnivale with- he celebrated my 21st with me....he's my gay lover as I like to call him. My love, my best friend. Michael was in a serious accident the other day while with his school group in Capri. He was hit by a Vespa, and he has a serious compound fracture above his ankle (bone was sticking out and such) and they found something in his brain- they had to do brain surgery. They're trying to take him out of the medically induced coma now (they had to airlift him to Naples, and are now trying to get him to Rome for the orthopedic surgery- Naples really isn't the place you want to be) and he's on a ventilator.
They are saying that the surgery went very well, and my momma (a pediatrician) says that the fact that they are taking him out is a good thing. But I'm really scared. He's my Michael. He's my other art history fantatic that wants to be a teacher. He dances like a crazy fool, and drinks way more than he should. He knows my secret now, and I know some of his. We laugh, we joke, we yell, we listen to music way too loudly in the car while he drives like a fool. We're an old married couple- lol, people that don't realize he's gay (aka blind people) are convinced that we are destined to be together. lol :)
Momma and the doctors in Naples (his parents flew there and are doing the best they can, but they speak no Italian) are basically saying the same thing (well she's saying it based on what I tell her from the information I am getting). That it will be a very long recovery but he will recover. But what if my Michael can't talk when he wakes up? What if there's nerve damage and he won't be able to walk again? I need my Michael to be ok....
So, I'm so sorry for the downer but I just really needed to get that out. Please keep him and his family in your thoughts and prayers if you like.
Love you all
xoxo
Princess Kelley
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Princess Kelley Has Been SPANKED!!!!!!
WOOOO HOOOOOOO!!!!!!!
(PS. this is my 150th post!!! What perfect timing!)
And omg what a spanking it was. I'm not sure that anything will ever compare to yesterday. I'm completely obsessed with my new friends Abel and Haron. :) I'm so excited to tell you guys about it! There were just so many firsts, and so many feelings I haven't felt in so long. I can't remember the last time I felt that special, and beautiful and just happy :).
Right now though, I am kinda exhausted (I've started working out with a personal trainer since I got here, and he just left, and I am beat! hehe) so I'm going to rest for a bit, but thennn you get the story! You should be excited. Seriously. Just think... me, naked, lying on a bed, with two very awesome tops having their way with me- and everyone's enjoying themselves, and I'm cumming lots, and very very hard.
Intrigued?
I thought so. :)
Sooo I will be back to finish this post later, but for now I just wanted to say thank you to Abel and Haron for taking such wonderful care of me yesterday and for the amazing time, and for being kind and friendly. It feels so nice to have made new friends. :) Oh, and Miss Haron- I still have some bite marks from that flogger of yours ;) No complaints here, though it is a bit rough to sit down *pout*
xoxo
Princess Kelley
(PS. this is my 150th post!!! What perfect timing!)
And omg what a spanking it was. I'm not sure that anything will ever compare to yesterday. I'm completely obsessed with my new friends Abel and Haron. :) I'm so excited to tell you guys about it! There were just so many firsts, and so many feelings I haven't felt in so long. I can't remember the last time I felt that special, and beautiful and just happy :).
Right now though, I am kinda exhausted (I've started working out with a personal trainer since I got here, and he just left, and I am beat! hehe) so I'm going to rest for a bit, but thennn you get the story! You should be excited. Seriously. Just think... me, naked, lying on a bed, with two very awesome tops having their way with me- and everyone's enjoying themselves, and I'm cumming lots, and very very hard.
Intrigued?
I thought so. :)
Sooo I will be back to finish this post later, but for now I just wanted to say thank you to Abel and Haron for taking such wonderful care of me yesterday and for the amazing time, and for being kind and friendly. It feels so nice to have made new friends. :) Oh, and Miss Haron- I still have some bite marks from that flogger of yours ;) No complaints here, though it is a bit rough to sit down *pout*
xoxo
Princess Kelley
Saturday, June 19, 2010
Meeting New Friends
Hey Team,
So I am Very excited right now, as I am going to meet Abel and Haron from the wonderful spanking writers blog for lunch. :)
Now its been about 9 months since I've spoken to a spanko in person and that was an ex, and the last time I met someone new was pretty much a year ago- the last time I got spanked. So to say that I'm excited is an understatement. I don't know what's going to happen- lunch and talk, play maybe, I have no idea, which is kinda intriguing in itself. I also have never met a girl spanko before so I am VERY excited about that- that should be fun- or had more than one other spanko in the same room with me at the same time, lol. :) All new and exciting things :)
I've been searching for guys to play with on the site formerly known as SIN, and its been interesting, lol. I'm just really excited to put myself out there again. I'm a bit worried, given that I have gained some weight since the last time anyone saw me naked, and I wasn't even happy then, but I'm hoping my unusually large tits will distract any potential suitors from my thighs, lol. ;)
I promise to give an update this evening. Now...what am I going to wear!?!? What is one supposed to wear to a lunch date? Do I wear one of my fun cute sundresses which is what I would normally wear out on a saturday? Or do I try to wear bottoms that show off my bottom? If we do play do I want to be in one or two pieces...ugh!! Too many choices!!! I have to start trying things on :)
Love ya'll!
xoxo
Princess Kelley
So I am Very excited right now, as I am going to meet Abel and Haron from the wonderful spanking writers blog for lunch. :)
Now its been about 9 months since I've spoken to a spanko in person and that was an ex, and the last time I met someone new was pretty much a year ago- the last time I got spanked. So to say that I'm excited is an understatement. I don't know what's going to happen- lunch and talk, play maybe, I have no idea, which is kinda intriguing in itself. I also have never met a girl spanko before so I am VERY excited about that- that should be fun- or had more than one other spanko in the same room with me at the same time, lol. :) All new and exciting things :)
I've been searching for guys to play with on the site formerly known as SIN, and its been interesting, lol. I'm just really excited to put myself out there again. I'm a bit worried, given that I have gained some weight since the last time anyone saw me naked, and I wasn't even happy then, but I'm hoping my unusually large tits will distract any potential suitors from my thighs, lol. ;)
I promise to give an update this evening. Now...what am I going to wear!?!? What is one supposed to wear to a lunch date? Do I wear one of my fun cute sundresses which is what I would normally wear out on a saturday? Or do I try to wear bottoms that show off my bottom? If we do play do I want to be in one or two pieces...ugh!! Too many choices!!! I have to start trying things on :)
Love ya'll!
xoxo
Princess Kelley
Sunday, June 13, 2010
Hiking In the Dolomites :)
Not the best photo of me, but the landscape is quite beautiful. ;)
xoxo
Princess Kelley
Changes to the Blog
Hey team!
So you may have noticed that the look of the site has changed! Lol, blogger told me it had new templates, and there was a shiny button just screaming push me, so I started playing around. Of course I love design, but happen to be the most indecisive person you will ever meet, so it took forever, and its still not what i want exactly (and now I actually do know what i want but its not available) but its fun. Do ya'll like it? Should I go back to what it was before? Is this site pink enough? Princess-y enough?
Would love your feedback and opinions :)
xoxo
Princess Kelley
So you may have noticed that the look of the site has changed! Lol, blogger told me it had new templates, and there was a shiny button just screaming push me, so I started playing around. Of course I love design, but happen to be the most indecisive person you will ever meet, so it took forever, and its still not what i want exactly (and now I actually do know what i want but its not available) but its fun. Do ya'll like it? Should I go back to what it was before? Is this site pink enough? Princess-y enough?
Would love your feedback and opinions :)
xoxo
Princess Kelley
Saturday, June 12, 2010
Spanking Social Media
Hey there,
So this post was supposed to have been written over a year ago, but it kept getting put off. And its not actually getting written now either- sorry :(. Butttt
I did just log back on to the site formally known as SIN (now known as I think "spanko") to update my personal ad, seeing as how I am currently actively seeking a play partner in London, and I am really enjoying this site. That is not something I say generally of spanking social media, which usually makes me notice all the not so nice things about our community. But I wanted to tell ya'll my name, so you can look me up if you have an account there. :)
Its daddysgirl14. I created my personal ad there long before I had this blog, and so the name hasn't changed. But my display name is PrincessKelley I believe.
Spanks!
xoxo
Princess Kelley
So this post was supposed to have been written over a year ago, but it kept getting put off. And its not actually getting written now either- sorry :(. Butttt
I did just log back on to the site formally known as SIN (now known as I think "spanko") to update my personal ad, seeing as how I am currently actively seeking a play partner in London, and I am really enjoying this site. That is not something I say generally of spanking social media, which usually makes me notice all the not so nice things about our community. But I wanted to tell ya'll my name, so you can look me up if you have an account there. :)
Its daddysgirl14. I created my personal ad there long before I had this blog, and so the name hasn't changed. But my display name is PrincessKelley I believe.
Spanks!
xoxo
Princess Kelley
Spanking in the Media
(Written literally 3 weeks ago)
Hey team. So I’m on a train to Padova right now (go Giotto!) and it’s like 5 hours long, so I decided to do a little writing for ya’ll. I’m about half asleep, so luckily for ya’ll it’s not going to be anything too epically profound.
Anywho, so is it just me or have you guys noticed a lot of spanking in the media/pop culture lately? I don’t mean like spanking like we think of it, but enough that it makes me happy inside : )
The first is this sneakers advertisement that I kept seeing in Sicily. Its dubbed so it must be English (either British or American) in origin, but it seems definitely more appropriate for the European market. In it, a very attractive man is pushed on a bed by his very attractive girlfriend and his ass is slapped repeatedly and dramatically while he names exactly what shoe it is that is smacking his ass. (Just rewatched today, HYSTERICAL! You must watch this!!)
Now, granted, I’m not f/m by any means, but I love the concept, and can we just revel for a minute in the fact that this is a complete spanking commercial! AND, I think it sounds like a fun game. Granted, not all shoes (especially my shoes) make good spanking implements, but it could be lots of fun to do with all the spanking implements in someone’s arsenal. Get spanked until the spankee guesses correctly.
I did something like this once with Edward, lol, but it was more of a joke. I was pouting in that bratty way that it wasn’t fair that he spanked me with things he himself had never felt, and then challenged him to take a spanking with each of his implements until he could guess which one was which. Lol. He did much worse than he thought he would. I, when it was reversed, excelled at my test :)
Ok, so the other is a one swat, but a very hot one for some reason. I think it’s the way he is holding her. It was on Dancing with the Stars (a show I do not watch, but do follow, and I watch the dances I am told are excellent- so namely everything by Nicole this season). The swat came at the very end of a great routine- a Cha Cha Cha by Nicole Sherzinger (lead singer of the Pussycat Dolls [omg don’t even get me started on how awesome and spank worthy they are! I was a fan before they hit the main stream, and singing with them is still a goal in life]) and her partner Derek Hough. He just gives her a playful smack, but she is draped basically over his knee. Their earlier Argentine Tango was a better dance, but this was just hottttt! Lol, atleast to me it was. (the dance itself starts at 3:00 but if you just want to see the swat start at 4:20)
Ya’ll spotted anything lately?
Xoxo
Princess Kelley
PS. Here is the video where Gibbs threatens to spank Abby *huge grin*
(PSS. Written now, the new Christina Aguilera video anyone!?!?! OMG!)
Hey team. So I’m on a train to Padova right now (go Giotto!) and it’s like 5 hours long, so I decided to do a little writing for ya’ll. I’m about half asleep, so luckily for ya’ll it’s not going to be anything too epically profound.
Anywho, so is it just me or have you guys noticed a lot of spanking in the media/pop culture lately? I don’t mean like spanking like we think of it, but enough that it makes me happy inside : )
The first is this sneakers advertisement that I kept seeing in Sicily. Its dubbed so it must be English (either British or American) in origin, but it seems definitely more appropriate for the European market. In it, a very attractive man is pushed on a bed by his very attractive girlfriend and his ass is slapped repeatedly and dramatically while he names exactly what shoe it is that is smacking his ass. (Just rewatched today, HYSTERICAL! You must watch this!!)
Now, granted, I’m not f/m by any means, but I love the concept, and can we just revel for a minute in the fact that this is a complete spanking commercial! AND, I think it sounds like a fun game. Granted, not all shoes (especially my shoes) make good spanking implements, but it could be lots of fun to do with all the spanking implements in someone’s arsenal. Get spanked until the spankee guesses correctly.
I did something like this once with Edward, lol, but it was more of a joke. I was pouting in that bratty way that it wasn’t fair that he spanked me with things he himself had never felt, and then challenged him to take a spanking with each of his implements until he could guess which one was which. Lol. He did much worse than he thought he would. I, when it was reversed, excelled at my test :)
Ok, so the other is a one swat, but a very hot one for some reason. I think it’s the way he is holding her. It was on Dancing with the Stars (a show I do not watch, but do follow, and I watch the dances I am told are excellent- so namely everything by Nicole this season). The swat came at the very end of a great routine- a Cha Cha Cha by Nicole Sherzinger (lead singer of the Pussycat Dolls [omg don’t even get me started on how awesome and spank worthy they are! I was a fan before they hit the main stream, and singing with them is still a goal in life]) and her partner Derek Hough. He just gives her a playful smack, but she is draped basically over his knee. Their earlier Argentine Tango was a better dance, but this was just hottttt! Lol, atleast to me it was. (the dance itself starts at 3:00 but if you just want to see the swat start at 4:20)
Ya’ll spotted anything lately?
Xoxo
Princess Kelley
PS. Here is the video where Gibbs threatens to spank Abby *huge grin*
(PSS. Written now, the new Christina Aguilera video anyone!?!?! OMG!)
I am Still Alive
Hey Team,
I'm sooo sorry I've been so awol. It feels weird to never be able to get on the computer. But the mother is leaving in a few days, and, even though I'll be working still, I will be able to post more. Its ridiculous! I've actually full out written posts, that I just havent' been able to put up, bc I can't log into my blog or any spanking related sites with her around. Driving me crazy. I feel like I'm 16 again.
I'm loving London though! I've been here a couple of times before, once for 2 days when I was 10 on our way to Madrid, and then for a week when I was 12 or 13. I hated the first one. It rained the whole time. My brand new camera which I'd gotten for my birthday was stolen the first day I was there. They lost our luggage. I couldn't see ANYTHING at the changing of the guards, etc. The second time the weather was much nicer, and I enjoyed it quite a bit. We had an apartment (my whole family) and we got to do a lot more.
But this time I'm certainly having the best time. Well maybe not exactly- I mean the mother is driving me crazy, and we haven't actually gotten to do much touristy stuff- but I love the feel of the city, and its an interesting change from being in Italy for so long. But I have to say ya'll Brits are a bit strange. I can't get over the whole, driving on the wrong side of the road thing! ;)
My work is great so far! Yesterday I got to say "its ok, I'll just expense it" for the first time ever. lol. It was quite fun :). I'm hoping that it keeps getting better, even though its going to be lots of work.
Ok, so I'm going to try to put up a post now that I wrote like 3 weeks ago- sorry for the delay. :)
Love you!!!!
xoxo
Princess Kelley
I'm sooo sorry I've been so awol. It feels weird to never be able to get on the computer. But the mother is leaving in a few days, and, even though I'll be working still, I will be able to post more. Its ridiculous! I've actually full out written posts, that I just havent' been able to put up, bc I can't log into my blog or any spanking related sites with her around. Driving me crazy. I feel like I'm 16 again.
I'm loving London though! I've been here a couple of times before, once for 2 days when I was 10 on our way to Madrid, and then for a week when I was 12 or 13. I hated the first one. It rained the whole time. My brand new camera which I'd gotten for my birthday was stolen the first day I was there. They lost our luggage. I couldn't see ANYTHING at the changing of the guards, etc. The second time the weather was much nicer, and I enjoyed it quite a bit. We had an apartment (my whole family) and we got to do a lot more.
But this time I'm certainly having the best time. Well maybe not exactly- I mean the mother is driving me crazy, and we haven't actually gotten to do much touristy stuff- but I love the feel of the city, and its an interesting change from being in Italy for so long. But I have to say ya'll Brits are a bit strange. I can't get over the whole, driving on the wrong side of the road thing! ;)
My work is great so far! Yesterday I got to say "its ok, I'll just expense it" for the first time ever. lol. It was quite fun :). I'm hoping that it keeps getting better, even though its going to be lots of work.
Ok, so I'm going to try to put up a post now that I wrote like 3 weeks ago- sorry for the delay. :)
Love you!!!!
xoxo
Princess Kelley
Saturday, June 5, 2010
London Calling!!!
Greetings from London!
I'm finally hereeeeeee. Oh my gosh I thought it would never happen. I'm so sorry that I've been kinda awol lately. My mother showed up for my birthday and to help me move to london. Lets just say it has been far more stressful than fun. Sometimes I swear I want to just slap that woman! ARGGGG!
But after 24 hours of train travel I have finally made it to my apartment, and will be posting more soon. I actually wrote a really good one like a week and a half ago and just have to find the links to the stuff in it, and it will go up. I've got lots to say. I've missed you guys!!! Thank you so much for all of your Birthday wishes. I will respond to them all very soon.
xoxo
Princess Kelley
I'm finally hereeeeeee. Oh my gosh I thought it would never happen. I'm so sorry that I've been kinda awol lately. My mother showed up for my birthday and to help me move to london. Lets just say it has been far more stressful than fun. Sometimes I swear I want to just slap that woman! ARGGGG!
But after 24 hours of train travel I have finally made it to my apartment, and will be posting more soon. I actually wrote a really good one like a week and a half ago and just have to find the links to the stuff in it, and it will go up. I've got lots to say. I've missed you guys!!! Thank you so much for all of your Birthday wishes. I will respond to them all very soon.
xoxo
Princess Kelley
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