A Picture a Day...

Hey Team,
A text answer to one of the questions (with photos of course) will be coming tomorrow, but since I'm not taking the lazy way out and just talking lol, I'm taking the lazy way out and procrastinating. :)
But when I do that, you get photos! lol.

I've kinda fallen in love with this picture. Its from a clip I just released that I actually filmed back in May when Paul came up during finals to visit me...

I hadn't edited it together since right after that was finals and then graduation, and I honestly kinda forgot about it. That, and two of the parts that I filmed were sideways, lol. Turning a regular camera vertically during video mode doesn't have good end results! (Oh that reminds me! I just got myself a brand spanking new camera! Its a Sony DSC-HX9V. One of those compact megazooms. I'm really excited about it! But I'm not the best with cameras...any hints?) Anywho, so I finally got the clips flipped and put it all together, and the end result was pretty cool. I get a belt whipping in it, which I know some people really love, and I hadn't filmed that before. I don't generally love belts (I love straps) but I actually really love watching that part of the clip.

This photo comes from at the end when I'm getting up and pulling my pants back up- just a great moment at just the right angle I feel... what do ya'll think? :)

Questions Answered: Evolution of Limits

Yay questions! :)

4. How have your limits evolved over time?

xoxo
Princess Kelley

Questions Answered: Can they tell?

This one got a bit long on me, but I tell some fun stories which I don't believe I've shared on this blog before, so it might be of interest :)  (oh, and I coin the term "spankometer." Yep, that's right. You know its going to be a good one. *wink*)

7. Can you identify a spanko on sight? Do you ever think that others (non-readers, that is) can recognize your secret?

xoxo
Princess Kelley

UPDATE!!! OMFG!!!!! Bonnie found the clip in like 2 seconds for me!!! And its even better than I remember! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FwUJ6okXoZE

A Picture a Day...

I was going to say keeps the spankers away but then I thought, "why would I want the spankers to stay away???" *wink*
So you are getting a picture, sans witty rhyme. Enjoy! :)

Its from a series of shots that I posted a shot from earlier this week. This one was my favorite of the bunch :)

xoxo
Princess Kelley

Questions Answered: My Boobs

Thank you Bonnie for all of the questions/prompts. I really enjoyed answering the first couple yesterday. :) I'm going to try and answer more and time them to get posted. Hopefully this will encourage people back to the blog :).
I'm always happy to answer questions so feel free to leave more if anyone has any! :) Oh, and I'm going to try and alternate video and text posts, but if anyone has a preference one way or the other, please let me know! :)

"8. You have no qualms about sharing (beautiful) photographs of your bottom. Yet, you carefully avoid posting images of your (equally beautiful) boobs. Why is that?"

xoxo
Princess Kelley

Vlog- Newcomers, Being featured, life, and Criminal Minds

Hey Team,
So this is a vlog that ended up being kinda long (sorry!) that is me welcoming in some ways new comers to the blog. Its me musing about how I feel when I get linked to by big sites and then I know that people who aren't "team" members come and look, and how I worry about that. I'm pretty chipper in this, so if you've missed me seeming happy, this is the video for you. lol. Then I muse about why people should read the blog (come up with no answers for that btw), and ask for post suggestions. Then it gets a bit deep when I ponder the ramifications of dark sexual sadism in pornography with violence that happens in real life- yes I've been watching Criminal Minds too much. Then its the good part of Criminal Minds and my spanking related dreams :).

Enjoy,



xoxo
Princess Kelley

Pictures

I'm posting this only bc all I have posted lately are depressing posts or random clips. So for those who are only here for this stuff... idk, I guess I just look forward to getting emails in my inbox, and my last video had so few views compared to the other spanking ones... so I'm just trying to show people I'm still here. *shrugs*
Enjoy

Ok, actually seeing some of those made me smile. Looking forward to your comments here and your advice on the post below.

xoxo
Princess Kelley

Sorry for the Absense

Hey Team,
I'm sorry that I've been so awol lately. I really don't know what's up. I was sick, but am feeling better physically. And I am working, but I basically just have been watching Criminal Minds 24/7 for the rest of the time (its my new obsession), so its not like I don't have time.

I think I've just been struggling a lot lately. Emotionally. Mentally. I'm not really sure.

Obviously there have been a lot of changes in my life in the last month, and I think that's taking its toll-- if I couldn't see that just by how I feel, I can tell based on the fact that I've been having a really tough time with my eating disorder- something that I'd basically put to bed a while ago I thought.

My nutritionist thinks I might be lonely. Which is probable. I am living with a guy (he's in the other bedroom) but we don't see each other much, and I don't really know him. All my friends are back at their homes or at their new jobs, or back home. Paul is gone to Europe, and so he's basically been mia for a month- and he totally sucks about keeping in touch- almost worse than me! lol, as if that's possible.

Todd and Suzy- I miss ya'll, and I got your email. We should talk soon- I think we need to meet up again soon. I'm so sorry I've been such a bad friend.

Jonathan (the original *wink*)- why have you disappeared on me? I haven't heard from you in months, and I can normally always count on you for a hug.

Everyone that has emailed- I'm so sorry. I really should reply more. Its like I'm lonely and there are people wanting to contact me! Why am I not doing a better job making an effort?

Honestly I'm not sure why. I think it has something to do with the fact that I don't really feel actively lonely... does that make sense? I'm not aware of it other than in an academic sense.., I don't really know.

That and I'm just struggling with the whole, what am I doing with my life thing. I have in the last two weeks come to the conclusion that basically the entire field of work that is applicable to art history other than teaching is exceptionally UNappealing to me. I want nothing to do with museums, galleries, artists or auctions anymore. And I thought I was "above" the whole i-banking/consulting thing. That those are the only acceptable fields for the best and the brightest from the top schools to go into (other than law and med of course). I thought I didn't need the prestige, didn't need to chase the buck. But the truth is, I was born and bred in that culture, and I'm not above that. I want to be around the best of the best again. I want excitement and intrigue and dynamism. There was a reason I was voted second most pretentious in my high school class- I am an educational and intellectual elitist. Despite that my main desire in life is to change the world for the better.

All I really know though are some things that I don't want, and vague principles I do.

Oh and I want my life to have meaning.

Great.

So basically I'm back where I started! good job Kelley.

Ugh, sorry for dumping. The writing is helping- I actually bought a journal last week, lol. This is better. :)

So who knows where any of this is going to take me. Consulting perhaps? That would involve hardcore interview prep and schmoozing. Some sort of business degree? Masters in art history still- that's always been the plan. Going back to Europe? Is that still in the cards? GRRR!!! WHY IS LIFE SO HARD!!!!

And it has no point it seems. I get up, and go to work, and its fine. Not horrid, not great. Somedays are good, some are mind numblingly futile. And then I come home. And I make dinner (or binge on ice cream) and watch TV on my computer, and then I go to bed, and then I get up and the whole thing starts over. My therapists are my break from the routine. How pathetic is that? And I only work with one other person really. Like tonight, I was really tired. I am really tired right now. And I wanted to go to bed over an hour ago, so that I could get a full night's sleep and be more functional tomorrow. But then I thought, well Kelley then you'll just have to go back to your internship sooner. Getting a good night's sleep will be nice, but in the morning I still have to wake up and do it all over again.

Is this what life is like? For the whole rest of it? B/c this seems pretty worthless...

I knew I was never cut out for a 9-5 type life. At least I was right about something.

Any words of advice, no matter how prosaic, are appreciated.

Love you all so much. I'm sorry I've been such a bad hostess lately. I promise it'll get better soon- just in a funk I guess.

xoxo
Princess Kelley

Tuesday Tease: Birthday Outtakes, Puppies, and Censorship Panda

Only because I really really love ya'll :)

a blooper- I'm getting sick right now (the fever just came on, and I can tell its going to get worse) so I don't really have the energy to edit all of it together right now, so I'm just giving you a small snipit. :) But I think you'll still like it. :)

LOL, this went in a different direction than anticipated, but I love it, and really that's what matters lol. Jk, I hope ya'll like it as well. :) The title will quickly make sense.




xoxo
Princess Kelley

aka The Censorship Panda

Life Update Vlog

Hey team,
Rough day. Could use a hug.
Making this clip helped actually- so no worries, the clip isn't depressing! :) Need to try and keep myself busy.
Just watch the video, lol. And question- what do people think of the new banner instead of the basic title and blog description? I like it, but I think it makes me look too much like a scene model- which despite what some people say (that I am), I refuse to be considered. I think of myself as just running my blog here and having some videos that I do simply for my own pleasure and for ya'll.... but its kinda pretty lol.



xoxo
Princess Kelley

New Videos Available

Hey Team,
So I know I owe you guys some clips, not to mention posts that have actual substance (!) and I promise they are coming soon. But I wanted to go ahead and get these edited and uploaded before I forgot about them! lol. (which has happened before!). Just started my new internship this past Monday so things have also been a bit hectic, but I will give ya'll a life update as well as spanking posts (I know! A post related to the topic of the blog? go figure!) and probably a couple little clips (yes, Chuck, I got your email- and loved it btw- and got the message! *wink*).

But for the moment, here are the videos that just went up on my Clips4Sale page. Possibly my three favorite to date.



I May Be Wearing Pearls, But I'm Not June Cleaver!!!
My favorite non real discipline video to date. And Paul's favorite scene we've done period. He says it felt like the most "us."
I think my boobs might have played a role in that... ;)

So this was all about the dress, the pearls (property of Francesca), and the kitchen (the only clean room in the house). So I came up with a vague plot. A reason for him to spank me. And then decided not to tell him in advanced so that he would be surprised (yes I'm evil), so I'll do the same with ya'll!  *wink* I do something naughty/bratty, and I get spanked. But in the end, having an old fashioned husband is just what I wanted. :)

We did an entire take of the spanking (yep, I took this hard spanking- including the wooden spoon!!- twice for ya'll) from the front so there are lots of really amazing reaction shots, and as I said, I'm really happy with the way this one turned out. I hope you like it as much as we do. :)

(PS. Picture above= favorite. picture. ever.)

Hitchhiking
So this can best be described as overly ambitious :) I'm actually going to do an entire vlog update on this video. This was...insane.
Idk, I've had this idea in my head for a long time, and I finally had the means and opportunity to execute it, so I did. :) And I don't think it was a total failure. In fact, I think it turned out pretty damn well. Probably due in most part to Johnny Ravage's fantastic camera work and the great setting. So gorgeous!

Though I do have to say, I'm not sure what the hell I was thinking when I thought it would be a great idea to film outside in the middle of the day in Texas in June. I think personally one of my favorite parts is watching Paul spank me and thinking that he's going to pass out from heat and exertion! lol. :)
Its a sweet idea I believe that most spankos will enjoy, and its a good spanking as always :) Just was a pain in the ass to edit!



And the much anticipated:

Princess Kelley's 22nd Birthday Spanking Compilation
So this was really fun to shoot, and that feeling of happiness and humor persists throughout this really long video. :) What started as a simple birthday spanking clip for my blog at my birthday party soon turned into a massive spank fest! Three different tops have a go at my red ass during this video.
Johnny Ravage (pictured left) gives me a solid, basic birthday spanking. Then Mike gives his version (no counting, and no stopping, just smacking until something stops him). And finally Paul (/Daddy) gives his version of a birthday spanking which basically comes out to be the mathematical (22!) meaning he gives me every birthday spanking I've ever missed.
This was my first ever birthday spanking, so you can guess how many that was! :)
Of course, its my birthday, so the spanking is given in my birthday suit as well :) Some joking with puppies, and laughter all around, but basically 10 solid minutes of spanking :)




We filmed one more roleplay that I'll be putting up soon (a Daddy/Daughter scene) and a short, loving aftercare scene as well. Those will both go up in the next week. I also will edit together a blooper reel of some sort for a Tease video- I have some things in mind! :) So get excited, and I hope you like these videos/pictures.

Love ya'll

xoxo
Princess Kelley

Birthday Spanking (Tuesday Tease on a Friday)

Hey Team!

So a lot has happened, but things are going pretty well. I'm about to head to the airport to go to Nashville for a Supernatural Convention (once again, if you're going to be there let me know! lol) and then I'm headed towards my internship for the summer. :( It'll be good, but not quite as fun as just filming and getting spanked all the time and hanging out with my friends! lol. :)

But as promised, albeit a bit late, here is my birthday spanking. :) There will be a compilation type one that is much longer and has my face and stuff on my clips4sale site in a couple days, but I really really really wanted to do one just for ya'll, so I really hope you enjoy! :)

xoxo
Princess Kelley