My Comeuppance: A "Letter" to my Fans

I think the title speaks for itself.

Originally I filmed this with an intro into it explaining what it was for, but then I figured, y'all would probably know.
I suck at replying to comments, and I suck at replying to emails. People are so good to me, and I frequently let ya'll down. Hell, I'm bad at keeping in touch with my absolute best friends.

Anddd when I asked for video ideas, I got more than a couple only half joking requests saying I deserved to be spanked for not replying to emails.

So here you go. For free. For everyone. Not on clips4sale. Its kinda slow (though still hard! Daddy's hand is about a soft as a mahogany paddle) in the beginning (Paul and I had just had an emotional discussion- like actual words- and I had been crying, so I think he was trying to gauge me emotionally, figuring he wouldn't need to go as hard given my headspace) but I brat my way to get it even harder and faster on my bare bottom at the end.

And it finishes with me talking directly to ya'll. :)

I was thinking about putting this on FL or spankingtube, but really, I'm remembering, that's not who I am, and that's especially not what this was for. This is for MY "team." You guys have made this a wonderful almost three years, and I am very grateful to you, and I'm going to try my best in the future to show you that appreciation.
(oh, and once again, this one is available in HD- yay new camera!)



xoxo
Princess Kelley

WHOOPS almost forgot I'm supposed to tell you:
"I'm so sorry for not responding to everyone's comments and emails. They are so sweet, and every time I read one they make me so happy. It was inconsiderate and impolite for me to not at least say thank you. As a result, I got my bare bottom spanked, HARD *tiny pout*, and I was scolded, and I promise I will do better in the future."
Hugs

A Grateful Shout-out

Hey team,
So as most of you could tell from my post last night, yesterday was not a good day. At all. Today has been better, but mostly because I told my boss I needed a mental health day and she understood, took another xanax the moment I woke up, and slept until 6:30 tonight, lol. So basically the day was good bc I skipped it! lol :)

But, as always, the bright spots in my day come from ya'll. I, for a brief moment, had the number one clip on clips4sale, and currently hold the number 2, 4,5 and 6 positions and my studio is number 4 overall :). That's mostly just a pride thing, and I'm finding that pride, in reality, doesn't feel all that good in that form. It feels good when I feel proud of myself, and external validation is not required. :)
People's comments and emails have been sweet for the most part (though I did get a couple telling me to shut up bitch and stop whining, sigh).

But the person that I'm wanting to highlight and tell you allll about, is Doctor Ivan. He has been an off and on reader of my blog for a while (a friend pointed it out to him like, hey hot chick alert), and oddly enough, is not a spanko. He does the graphics for the Howard Stern Show (something I watched on E! from when I was 10-14 with my older brother [how he didn't know I was bi I will never know!]) as well as many other adult and regular things. And he's fantastic.

Back when I was in Italy, he sent me an email with a couple photos that he had doctored and altered and made amazing, and I just thought they were wonderful. Of course, I was in Italy at the time, and also suck at getting back to people in general, lol, so it took me months to even just say thank you (something that will be addressed in a video today- the surprise i was telling you all about). But I googled him the other day I started following him on Twitter, and then yesterday he made me a twitter background and OMFG its AMAZING!!!! Everytime I look at it I just... I feel happy and beautiful, and those aren't always easy things to come by in my life.

So now we've started doing business, and he made me some wonderful banners that I'd been needing for various things. Well he made me one, and then I got fussy and asked for changes, lol. So I just want to share all the wonderful work he has done, and also ask you all to vote on your favorite banner. :)

To see the twitter background- which is my FAVORITE of the things just click here. I promise, you don't have to join to see it. And it scrolls.... :) http://twitter.com/#!/PrincessKelleyM
(PS. in case you hadn't noticed yet, my twitter feed is on the right hand side, down about half way, so you can read my tweets there if you don't want to follow me :))

Some of you may remember this first one. Its a picture I took on the Amalfi coast of myself (yeah for self photo taking skills!) and he just made it so much better by adjusting the lighting and getting rid of the telephone line, swoon! loveeee this image. God I miss Italy

And here are the buttons and banners he made me :)

(I think my favorite banner is the second one- you?)

If you want to contact him about hiring him for work, you can do so here.

xoxo
Princess Kelley

Bad Day: Needing to Escape

(Update: Just fyi, this is what my doctor would probably call a "depressive episode." I realize that I have a wonderful life and so many things to be grateful for. But that can overshadow the feeling right now that all I want to do is walk away from it all... even this... and just curl in a ball.... haven't felt this shaken in months... I hadn't missed it.)

God damn hormones.

Somedays, I hate being a woman.

It has been a rough day- just really emotional for some reason, and just feeling... off... and then my friend found an abandoned cat that has cancer and I just started crying because I don't the kitty to die, but I don't want it to suffer, and I want it to know it was loved, and it was just too much... just feeling really.. "little." Its a headspace I go to, where I really feel like I'm 8. That's about how strong I'm feeling today.

"I went to bed on top of the world, today the world's on top of me.
Everybody got opinions, they share, they ain't been in my position, they don't care
But it breaks my heart when I hear what they, have to say about me."
(He still loves me, from Fighting Temptations)

So then I went and watched last night's so you think you can dance, and it was a wonderful escape. But then I came back, and checked all my emails and I checked the sites that I've been doing stuff on lately, and I went to spankingtube, where I went ahead and posted that preview clip. And its been viewed like 1000 times, but it has a rating of 3, and there are all these just thousands of other clips, some good some bad, mostly just.. eh... and I mean my first video from 2 years ago is 5 stars and 100k views... and I know this clip was only rated by like 4 people so far, so maybe its just someone who doesn't like me or something went and rated it, but it just hurts you know? Its like I put something out there, so I understand that people can have an opinion. But its something that not only am I extremely proud of, but something that I just, I thought people would enjoy....

...I just want to be back home. I just want to be in my Daddy's arms. I don't want to be in this stupid apartment by myself. And I don't want to be working this job, no matter how good it will look on my resume anymore. I don't care about what I'm doing, and it just sucks the life from me. I just want to cry.... I just need a spanking... I need to get it out... and I need Daddy to pick me up and hold me so the world will melt away... the world needs to melt away....

please....

just let it go away... just for a little bit.... just til I'm ok...

please.

New Clips Available

Update: Its up! :)


Hey Guys,
Sorry this isn't going to be more in depth of a post for the moment. I'll come back tomorrow and fill it out as promised (btw, I definitely got my days of the week confused yesterday! lol whoops!).
I've been typing all day at work, and then I worked pretty hard video editing and photo editing when I got home, so I'm just not up to writing out a whole long thing.

I'm just really in love with the stuff that I filmed with Natasha, and I really hope that people love it as much as I do, and as much as I think they will. I feel like it could really take off, and idk,
I just--- I think it is a beautiful expression of the human form and of the female body in all manners. I show my breasts in the video and I chose to leave all those shots in because I feel so proud of my body and of the manner in which our sexuality is put forth and displayed. A woman's sensuality is not something to be feared, but rather something to be cherished and the honesty of female sexuality is a beautiful thing.

Here is the cover shot I made for the video- if clips4sale will stop freaking out about how large the file is and let it freaking upload! UGH!!!

Ok, I need to go to bed. Its really late, and my boss scolded me (not in the sexy way) for being late all the time today so I really need to show her that I am dedicated to the job I'm doing there (even if I'm not, lol). Plus I'm feeling super artsy (just watched some really intense contemporary dance online- swoon, talk about the use of the human body!) and sometimes that can go to very dark places... or it can produce nice well written paragraphs like the one before :) lol.

Hopefully the clip will be loaded by morning if not sooner, and you can all share in the sensual beauty with me. :)

Love and Hugs

xoxo
Princess Kelley

PS. I also love the m/f stuff I filmed that is up now, so take a look at that if you haven't had a chance :). http://www.clips4sale.com/44821

Tuesday Tease: Sensational

Eat your heart out.

Note: you can watch it in HD- so do! lol :) where it has the little number (probably 480p or 360p click and you can make it up to 1080p. It'll take longer to load, but in full screen... mmmm lol)




xoxo
Princess Kelley